Kiki8123's Journal, 05 June 2015

Well, been back a week and said I'd weigh in today. Even though I've seen this number, it's hard to actually write it down and admit it to all of you here when I was doing so well before. Feels like a failure. So I've gained. I need to look at what I've lost and what I did before. I haven't gone up in sizes so that's a plus - but it's close which is one of the things that finally got my attention. I think I've learned I need to be more "present" even when doing well. I have learned I do well when logging my food,weighing in at least weekly to stay accountable, and exercising (which I actually love doing - just need to take the time). I know this is a safe place with no judging. I'm back and taking the time again for me. This is just under the weight where I was at last year and I remember feeling so good so I'm ready!
204.8 lb Lost so far: 21.8 lb.    Still to go: 29.8 lb.    Diet followed reasonably well.

Diet Calendar Entry for 05 June 2015:
425 kcal Fat: 4.39g | Prot: 16.29g | Carb: 81.95g.   Breakfast: Bananas. Lunch: Lean Cuisine Spaghetti with Meat Sauce w/Mushrooms & Basil. more...
gaining 0.7 lb a week

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Don't think of it as a failure think of it as a starting pint for a new beginning :) 
05 Jun 15 by member: Rockiesfan
You will find your routine again! It's so hard to draw a balance between healthy choices and not being too restrictive, it's so easy to cross that line. Welcome back and I totally support your decision to take time for you! 
05 Jun 15 by member: Jaxx2307
No guilt, no shame. Just a fresh start and you're in the right place and mindframe for it, just need to get started on it. As you said look at what you've already accomplished, and you know the recipe for success. Looking forward to seeing you get those pounds back off. 
05 Jun 15 by member: jmb3450
Dust yourself off Kiki, and welcome back!  
05 Jun 15 by member: millerm40
Most of us have been there. I know that I have learned that I can't do this without tracking what I eat; believe me I've done the yo-yo thing for a few years now. It always starts with thinking that straying a bit isn't going to make any difference, and before long, I've put it back on. However, you never go so far that you can't get back. In fact, I get more support on here when I screw up, than when I am Mr. Perfect. :D Probably because I need it. Duh. 
05 Jun 15 by member: DairyKing
I can really appreciate the courage it took for you to log your weigh in and share your thoughts and feelings about it. We are only human. Get back on the wagon, girl! You got this! You know what works for you…just keep pushing. 
05 Jun 15 by member: aggie_d07
It's a journey. There are curves, hills and valleys. Keep looking forward... 
05 Jun 15 by member: John10251
All of us I think have been in your shoes. I find I need to log to keep me on track. today it won't be pretty but oh well, that's how it goes.  
05 Jun 15 by member: wholefoodnut
You are right - it is safe and no judgment! Take a few steps forward and start to do what worked for you in the past! 
05 Jun 15 by member: HCB
Kiki, your words helped me today. So many times in the past I lost weight only to gain it back when I stopped logging what I ate and going to meetings This time I hope it is different for me. I love this site ! It has all I need to help me be successful. Welcome back ! 
05 Jun 15 by member: dialla3201
You so got this, I believe in you! 
05 Jun 15 by member: skwhite
You are on the right track.You can do it so just do it! 
06 Jun 15 by member: UmmBilal
Awww, thanks everyone for the great comments, words of encouragement, and support! I already feel that I'm back just by heaving ate well this past week. Still stressed at work, but making time to pack a lunch or take good snacks. While not all options are next essayist "healthy", they are still within my range and I'm not doing binging and am eating in moderation. Did some exercise, but schedule has blocked a little bit. Am planning on going to the gym today and have a positive attitude - a lot of thanks to you all!! 
06 Jun 15 by member: Kiki8123
It's been a long time, cuz. Love u! I'm in the same boat. Gained a BUNCH back. Went to doctor today and I have to go back on blood pressure meds which I ditched 18 months ago when I lost the 50 lbs. Grrr! I'm so mad at myself. Between the high BP and feeling like crap in my clothes, I need to kick y butt into gear and get back to my healthy habits. I'm really struggling with self discipline and excuses (stress, too busy, etc.). :( 
12 Jun 15 by member: kkd1125
you can do this girl, i have faith in you. 
12 Jun 15 by member: nastaciasmith

     
 

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