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Trying for a water fast today hoping it will discipline me! I am out of control. I have personal issues I've been dealing with since the day after I came home from Vegas. Two months I'm dealing with agonizing betrayal of my 17.5 yo and now my Mother. I refuse to give in and coddle and enable her unjustified actions. I will not reach out to any of them. I don't know how this will end but it's destroying me personally and I am exhausted. I miss the strong Misty, the one who got up and pressed play and lifted weights and practiced getting more pull up and chin ups out of myself. I will find her again one of these days, I just hope it's sooner than later.
Diet Calendar Entry for 02 May 2017:
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782 kcal
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Fat: 54.75g | Prot: 27.01g | Carb: 48.34g.
Breakfast: Folgers Columbian Coffee, Water. Dinner: Kroger Fully Cooked Bacon, Jason's Deli Italian Pasta Salad, Giant Eagle Cherry Tomatoes, Tanimura & Antle Romaine Lettuce, Kraft American Cheese Slice, Hellmann's Real Mayonnaise, Ground Beef (80% Lean / 20% Fat). Snacks/Other: Cinnamon, Spectrum Organic Virgin Coconut Oil, Really Raw Honey Raw Honey, Green Foods Organic Matcha Green Tea, Silk Pure Almond Milk - Unsweetened Vanilla. more...
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awww...family dynamics can be a challenge. When I get mad, I lift heavier...
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Come back to us, strong MistyB! And hugs to hurting Misty. You know we adore you here.
02 May 17 by member: kpwcalories
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Hey Misty, thanks for sharing and letting us know how things are going. I've said this to another good buddy here..."we all face hard situations at some point in our life, you're not alone...hope your path becomes very clear as to the right thing to do and things go as smooth as possible...take care, be strong...take one step at a time and leave worry behind!!"
02 May 17 by member: Steven Lloyd
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Small steps. Start by logging on here every day, get a good dose of positive affirmation and forge ahead, you can get back to where you want to be!
02 May 17 by member: @philrmcknight
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Discard the chaff and keep the grain. Don't confuse the them.
02 May 17 by member: jparlett
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I may have some idea of what you're going through. I'll just say. Im praying for you
02 May 17 by member: mndylnrd
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Sounds an absolute nightmare - thoughts are with you. You can come through it as I know. I had a hard few weeks but I'm back - you will be too 🤗
02 May 17 by member: Phooka
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Betrayal is a strong word and a strong feeling. I wish you all healing and forgiveness. Maybe that strong Misty can help you out.
02 May 17 by member: erikahollister
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Sorry to hear you're in a rough patch, hon. We're here to help you up.
02 May 17 by member: mskestrela
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Thank you buddies. Jp words of wisdom, I had to Google that I must say, I am glad some can understand. Thanks again, I do feel better letting some of it out.
02 May 17 by member: Mistybenner
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Misty, rereading my words, I think they didn't sound as I intended. I meant it to be sympathetic. I do wish you healing and strength.
02 May 17 by member: erikahollister
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No worries Erika. I didn't take it offensively. Thanks again.
02 May 17 by member: Mistybenner
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