Ms Elizabeth's Journal, 20 January 2015

By next week I will be under 190. Why? Because I've decided I hate the number 190. The number 190 is evil. Stupid number 190. It can go away now. I've seen it enough times now that I'm over it. I'm breaking up with it. I'm demanding my keys back and giving it until Saturday to get its junk out of my pants or its going to the dump. Yup yup. I'm ready to start my new love affair with 180. My goal is to become a number whore that jumps from one number to the next with no regard for hurt feelings or well fitting pants.

The plan?

1. Become obsessive. Weigh myself repeatedly and tell the scale to suck it.
2. Continue to become obsessive by googling fitness inspiration. Then tell every inspirational quote that appears on a model with fake boobies to bite me.
3. Do random squats in my cube to see how many I can achieve a day and still walk. Why? Because there was a podcast on stuff you should know that said squats would keep me mobile in my old age. Why? No clue. Apparently they use lots of muscles and then a toddler stole my phone to play Animals Escape.
4. Attempt to fit into my old pants. Over and over and over again.. until they fit or rip.
5. Make up more stuff as I go until I reach my goal or suffer a mental breakdown.

Diet Calendar Entry for 20 January 2015:
1329 kcal Fat: 47.69g | Prot: 58.14g | Carb: 175.00g.   Breakfast: Quaker Protein Instant Oatmeal 030000315958, Coffee-Mate Original Powder Creamer, Domino Sugar Sugar Packet, Coffee (Brewed From Grounds). Lunch: Ken's Steak House Lite Sweet Vidalia Onion Salad Dressing, Wegman's Chef Salad. Dinner: Rold Gold Honey Wheat Braided Twists Pretzels, DiGiorno Cheese Stuffed Crust Pizza - Supreme. Snacks/Other: Nature Valley Crunchy Granola Bars - Oats 'N Dark Chocolate. more...

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Huge closet fan of yours DFA -- Have all of your albums -- I am done with 190 too -- totally with you 
20 Jan 15 by member: Rpalmst
I am really trying THIS TIME not to have to go into obsession mode in order to lose weight but it seems that I HAVE to be obsessed in order to stay on track. Again, what you write is much of what goes on in my head!!!!! Ugh. I heard 190 was cheating on you anyway, you are better off without 190, 190 does NOT deserve you. 
20 Jan 15 by member: itsmeonlyfatfree
Love it!! You work it babe!!! 
20 Jan 15 by member: aggie95
ROCK ON!  
20 Jan 15 by member: HCB
190??? That's my goal, I wanna be 190!!! However I understand you're not me so supporting you all the way. :) 
20 Jan 15 by member: jmb3450
Great Plan! Go for it!!! 
20 Jan 15 by member: BuffyBear
You are funny even if you never loose an another ounce! 
20 Jan 15 by member: genedougherty
I may not be a dairyfarmer's wife but I'm from the dairy state and I was in the same situation you were in. I took control of my diet and I never looked back. Today I'm down 40+ lbs and am so happy I made permanent changes to the way I eat. I actually love the foods I eat now. I think you know the junk in your diet needs to go--at least shoot for 80% of the time. Nobody is perfect. Shoot for only 75-125 g of carbs daily and get most of them from vegetables. Most breads/cereals are packed with calories, sugars and are filled with bad fats. Eat lots of lean protein, and change the fats you eat from omega 6 fats to omega 3's (improves insulin sensitivity). Also, supplement--Vit B, D, Zinc, Magnesium, all important to your metabolism, fat burning or insulin sensitiivty. Good luck. 
20 Jan 15 by member: mrspackrat
More 190 for the rest of us! :P Hopefully you're finding comfort in the arms of 170 by the time I decide I want 180. And lady, with an attitude like yours, you should be able to get any number you want. ^_^ 
20 Jan 15 by member: EmmaMaJig
I love this post!!! Made me laugh and smile. Love your thought process!! Awesome way to make a plan and approach it :) 
20 Jan 15 by member: MPSARGE
There may be a reason your body won't loose.... mine wouldn't either. I was recommended a book by a friend who has refused chemo for cancer in exchange for the real cure to the bodies problems. The book is called "The End of Dieting" by Dr. Joel Furhman. I made the change and in only a few days I no longer have the cravings I use to have. I had to deal with headaches from withdrawals of the "toxic" food.... but am loosing a little each day. Today I got the tummy bug that is going around but as far as the eating change.... I had to keep an open mind because some of the food I never heard of but am on a new journey... with a new hope.... 
20 Jan 15 by member: Sweetincense4iam
Omg you read my mind . Great post im sick of the 190s too. Ready to be banging 180 :-D 
20 Jan 15 by member: Jend*
Great Attitude!!! Keep it up! 
20 Jan 15 by member: Ails1724
Gawd Ive been stuck mid 90's for 6 months. It's twacked I am telling you. I am thinking to have the kids hide all the food in random places like their toyboxes and feed themselves as needed while I live on carrot sticks and celery. Wait, no, I hate carrots and celery. Probably why I am in the 190's in the first place. Sighs.  
20 Jan 15 by member: nicholaix
I would love to be 190 but I get you. I got fed up with 211. I want Onderland! 
20 Jan 15 by member: msbuggirl
You can do this!!! 
20 Jan 15 by member: wholefoodnut
you are an inspiration LindaLee! 
21 Jan 15 by member: nancycom

     
 

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