FullaBella's Journal, 11 February 2014

Tuesday - February 11th - although for the life of me I keep writing it as 2/14 so what's up with that? With my dark sense of humor I'm already imagining my Friday I suppose - that's the day we're told to prune the rosebushes here in the south. Me, depressed with no Valentine, alone in the back yard with pruning shears. Just trouble waiting to happen, no?

All Things Food - spot on except for the Cookie Monster last night. I shall ban any and all friendly's or foe's from leaving anything edible with me ever again though again I'm surprised I haven't even been tempted by the six pack of 'apple' beer Stick left last week. Suit-n-tie guy brought a dozen homemade sugar cookies with some spice I couldn't quite identify in them... an interesting taste... and one wasn't enough.

The cycle started like this - bag received, gratitude expressed, then evil tossed on the back desk, no thought. Carried to the kitchen after closing as I was expecting grandsons - no show. Tucked into the bread bin for another day - no dice. 10pm I pulled one on my way to bed and tossed the remainder into the freezer - no way that was enough. 10:30 pulled the bag out for another cookie, tossing the rest (bag and all) into the trash. 11pm.. dug into the trash. Yes, I'll confess it. One more cookie and the rest were poured loose into the trash. No more dumpster diving followed. So apparently there was crack or something mixed in with the sugar. I dunno. I just don't want to do it again.

So I pulled on my tightest jeans this morning - relieved I could still button them - to serve as a reminder that there isn't room in them for me and a Cookie Monster.

I'm a little bored and cold so I'm casting around for reasons to 'not' go to Yoga and the weather may give me a graceful exit again as we are under another winter weather advisory of sleet and ice. Yes, I could likely walk it but I doubt the instructor will drive in. If she does, dang, I have to cowgirl up and mosey on down there.

I shouldn't write 'bored' because I've actually been 'burning & churning' through 'to be done' lists including January monthly books done, 2013 records and receipts all clean and ready for the accountant part tomorrow, Doc visit yesterday including lab waiting for results, Mushy Vet visit yesterday for nails, meds and other, grocery stocking in preparation for another snow day, bills paid, phone bill corrected, again, and more. Busy, busy I've been, by golly.

Tried coconut milk and almond milk both yesterday. Loved the taste of both; was baffled at how long they are displayed 'good for' on the carton until I read online that's only if 'unopened'. They won't froth for coffee with the wand but still a nice creamer. I just need to get them in a quart or pint size so I have options without spoilage.

Ms. Mushy has put her Mommy to shame - she lost 1.5 lbs in the past month. That's only 1.5lbs more than I've lost in six months. I credit some to the increased walking and jogging she's doing but am kind of hiding out waiting for the ASPCA to come file a charge on me for being a dumb Mommy. I've noticed the past few weeks she'll JUMP when drinking water or eating.. as if something shocked her. I would rush over and check her looking for the cause - nothing. Yesterday I was changing her collar again and realized the little ring holding her tags had bent so I'm guessing it may have maneuvered into a position every so often where the end was poking her. So yeah, the weight loss was thru aversion therapy I guess. Want me to come help you? Have dog collar tags, will travel.

So they've been replaced and hopefully she'll stop sneaking up on her bowls. Must be something she hits at the bowl but never when being given treats. So how's 'that' for a 'it's what you eat' vs 'it's how much you eat' argument. Can you imagine a room full of dogs barking and whining about weight loss?

What else? You may recall (but if you don't .. it's okay) when I started leaving the 'change' in my bag from when I walk to the grocer. I probably started this last spring. Well, the handle on the bag broke so I had to change it out and pulled out over $200 in small bills. Granted, I primed the pump a little always using a $20 even though I may only have been spending $5 or less but think that's pretty darn cool. I just folded it all back up and put it in the pocket of the new bag. Maybe I should put it somewhere safer. But when you have that much in $1's and $5's it looks like a lot. One pretty green tossed salad as a reward for walking. Not bad.

Seems like there should be more but there's nothing going on but a test pattern so I guess I'll wrap this one up by thanking you for visiting with me. I always appreciate the comments you leave and enjoy reading your insights and suggestions. You are very special friends. I'm blessed.

Bella


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Dumpster Diving .... think we have all done it sometime. Poor Mushy, but you may have found the secret to weight loss. I just might have to be first in line for a "collar by Bella with bling"  
11 Feb 14 by member: 2toofat
Yes, I've been guilty of dumpster diving, too. And anybody who's ever had to watch their weight who says they haven't is lying! Good job using the pants-o-meter to gauge where you were at after cookiegate. You sure did get a long list of things done - made me feel lazy just reading it! I know the almond and coconut milks come in 1 litre tetrapacks in Canada so I am sure they have the same in 1 quart size in the U.S. Also, I know for sure that some of our grocery stores also carry the drink box size of the almond milk but, of course, they are more expensive, ounce for ounce, than the larger boxes. I'm glad you figured out Mushy's collar issue. That can't have been comfortable! I get a thrill when I find $5 in the pocket of a coat I haven't worn for a while. I think I would have been dancing a jig at recovering over $200! Thanks again for all of your encouragement on my journal and blog :) 
11 Feb 14 by member: evelyn64
Brilliant idea! You burned all those cookie calories with all the running back and forth. I am not ready for the collar just yet but I do remember seeing someone tie a ribbon around their stomach (hidden under their clothes) to add to the discomfort if they overate. Ok, I just had a Seinfeld flashback to George eating an eclair out of the trash can. “It was on top!” You are too funny! Anyways, I am so blessed to have Bella in my life. You are truly an original and have plenty of people who will be here for you on the 14th and many days to come. By the way I totally skipped to Saturday (during my non lucid state this morning) the 15th so I guess I will be bypassing that day all together. Be wishes! 
11 Feb 14 by member: ChicaLean
Those cookies sound like there was clearly some crack in the recipe. Any thoughts for friday? There really shouldn't be any holiday just marketed to couples. I hope you plan a massage or put something on the schedule that lets you celebrate that magnificent you. 
11 Feb 14 by member: sharonfriz
Me too. I belong to the dumpster diving club and the freezer method never works for me, I find I like frozen candy, cookies, cake just as much as unfrozen! LOL! It is a wonder to me how I can be so smart at work and so un-smart in my personal life! My mistake is bringing it here at all. I rationalize to myself I can eat just a little and on rare occasion that happens. Usually once I get that sugary, sweet taste in my mouth I'm done for. Or done in. Or whatever you may call it. I hope you made it to yoga. At least my compulsiveness pays off when I exercise, I always want to finish what I started! Be good to you! It's the only chance we get! 
11 Feb 14 by member: madaboutmoose
That Cookie Monster needs to stay on Sesame Street, doesn't he?!? But it sounds like you handled it just fine… or "just right", which will make more sense after you read if you can tolerate another long journal of mine. I know though what you mean about being "bored" while very busy. I've been whittling away at my To-Do list too, but also find myself knee deep in paperwork/filing/bookkeeping, but bored at the same time. I attribute it to my ADD & just need to keep taking regular breaks or the monotony gets to me! Next time, I think I'll take that break a nice little coffee shop with an Angel! xoxox  
12 Feb 14 by member: Ruhu
I can relate to Cookie Monster. For me she most often represents a part of me that is unacknowledged (or under-acknowledged). I usually don't see it until after the fact. I used to berate myself for allowing CM to have such power. These days I'm trying to take off CM's scary face and find the fear beneath. Fear of being alone? Fear of being judged? Fear of .... you name it. Take care of you through the coming winter storm. See if CM is really in need of a play date... 
12 Feb 14 by member: Sweet Ce
My trick is not have anything in the house that could lead me astray. If I do receive a gift (bar of chocolate or a bag of cookies, etc.) I pretty much give it away pretty quickly as to not have it in the house. That way no matter the cravings there just isn't anything. I also always have fruit in the house and honey, so they have to do when I get cravings. It's not the most perfect method, but it helps. :) 
12 Feb 14 by member: 3051
I've only had a handful of almonds to eat today (couldn't make the fast I was planning for the morning). I am going upstairs to put on my smallest jeans to wear to the beauty salon instead of the nice stretchy pants to remind me what I really want which is to stay healthy and slim. Also, thanks to you and a few other buddies I am trying to write a decent journal every day even if it is nothing anyone really wants to read but at least I am participating more fully. Just now everyone knows how a little bit crazy I can be. 
12 Feb 14 by member: Neptunebch
BELLA.....we have all fallen in love with you! You will never be *truly* alone. And NEPTUNE..."participating more fully" good for you :D  
12 Feb 14 by member: myawethinTICself
Great journal. You did make me laugh at the diving in the bin for the cookies. Funny but honest and it happens to us all. I think I freeze things now (like Moose) and have eaten them frozen cause I couldn't wait for them to thaw out. LOL! I guess we all have stories. Glad you got in the jeans, still. I am still wearing the stretchy ones. 
12 Feb 14 by member: Mom2Boxers

     
 

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