PattiUnleashed's Journal, 03 July 2017

Just writing this note to myself. this evening I held my 12 year old Golden Retriever Creena while she died in my arms. I am sad beyond belief. I'm an emotional eater/starver. I cannot eat any dinner tonight. I'm letting this be okay, but I must eat on plan tomorrow. May my heart find comfort.

Diet Calendar Entry for 03 July 2017:
675 kcal Fat: 46.94g | Prot: 48.30g | Carb: 16.17g.   Breakfast: Blue Diamond Almond Breeze Unsweetened Vanilla Milk, Cocoa Powder (Unsweetened), Solgar Whey to Go Protein Powder - Natural Vanilla Flavor, Oscar Mayer Traditional Bacon, Decaffeinated Coffee, Torani Sugar Free Vanilla Syrup, Shamrock Farms Heavy Whipping Cream. Lunch: GFS Stuffed Cabbage Rolls with Beef in Tomato Sauce. Snacks/Other: Oscar Mayer Traditional Bacon, Great Value Sharp Cheddar Cheese. more...

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So sorry to hear about your loss...hoping each day forward is easier. 
03 Jul 17 by member: 2227Gwen
Sorry to hear that I feel your pain. My family dog passed away last month. It's been a year since I have been home due to work and I was pretty upset when I found out as we raised him since he was a pup plus it was the first dog of the family. Yeah I was one of those PPL that would say it's just a dog come on. But we get attached to them and they become part of the family. As Gwen said hope it gets easier as the days go by .  
03 Jul 17 by member: gilrocriv
I understand your pain. I put my first dog to sleep 2 years ago, he was 15.5 yr old... still miss him today. 
04 Jul 17 by member: thsiun
Give it time and be grateful that you were able to have such a loving creature share part of your life. I can understand. I put my dog down 2 years ago. I still feel sad when I think about him. But it get easier. God Bless! 
04 Jul 17 by member: NowIunderstand
So sad to hear about your pet, may your life be blessed ... 
04 Jul 17 by member: DO N OK
God bless you and prayers for healing 
04 Jul 17 by member: tere.lordsfence
Sorry to hear that, praying for you  
04 Jul 17 by member: Retta Smith
Thank you everyone. I missed her little face greeting me this morning. I've always had pets, and it never gets easier when they have to leave. My heart is broken this morning, but I have to go on, because I'm not dead yet. I will clean the house and do work around here. De-cluttering and cleaning is sort of therapeutic for me. I have to stop rehashing her last moments in my head, or it will create mental havoc. I got down an Atkins shake this morning, that's it. I'll try to eat something a little later. Thanks again. 
04 Jul 17 by member: PattiUnleashed
Sending healing vibes. Yes, they are our children and the loss is traumatic. Be well.  
04 Jul 17 by member: ClassicRocker
So sorry to hear about your baby!! I lost mine last Halloween, he was 15.  
04 Jul 17 by member: maeday42
Sorry for your loss. 
04 Jul 17 by member: Trucker Larry
Our thoughts are with you 
04 Jul 17 by member: D2jasper
2 Corinthians 1:3-4 3 Praise be to the God and Father of our Lord Jesus Christ, the Father of compassion and the God of all comfort, 4 who comforts us in all our troubles, so that we can comfort those in any trouble with the comfort we ourselves receive from God. ...................In this time of pain and loss, take heart. There is love and compassion in the world for you. Losing one of our faithful companions is heart wrenching, but Creena would want you to soldier on with your plan to become healthy. Stay the course and even when we don't understand the why and how of things, there is comfort in knowing that many have suffered your pain and are with you. 
04 Jul 17 by member: JulieBL
Sorry to hear about your doggie passing. I know for many they truly are like members of the family. And hey, if you don't feel like eating, that's ok too. A little intermittent fasting does a body good! 
04 Jul 17 by member: ehead
I am very sorry to hear about the loss of your dog Creena. 
04 Jul 17 by member: beautifulmomma
I am so so sorry for your loss. 
04 Jul 17 by member: 2426girl
So sorry for your loss and understand your pain. I am also am emotional starver, and didn't eat for a couple of days when we lost a beloved dog several years ago. Praying for healing and peace for you. 
04 Jul 17 by member: VeggieJunkie
Sending love and hugs So sorry for your loss xx 
04 Jul 17 by member: poppycom
so sorry for your loss ❤ 
04 Jul 17 by member: bindi7
I picture my dogs that have transitioned, as still with me, just in a different form. Love goes on. 
04 Jul 17 by member: sue85710

     
 

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