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21 February 2008

Only 24 hours until weigh in for the challenge and I feel very good that I have lost at least 1.5 lbs. this week. It has been incredible this week knowing that I am so close to my 1st mini-goal. In the past, I always used the big number, never getting close and eventually, giving up. This site and all of my FS buddies have been and continue to be a true blessing from god to me.... I have learned that it is ok to mess up, and tomorrow is a new day, to not "start over on Monday"....my famous line. I can't wait to weigh in tomorrow and hopefully cross that evil 200 number that has haunted me for years. It's like I have finally stopped talking about getting healthy and thinner and decided that I will no longer live to eat, I will eat to live.... very powerful week for me, sniff sniff :) I love u guys.....

20 February 2008

19 February 2008

Last night I apparently lost my focus, in a very bad way... Made a recipe off of here called Chicken picante. It was very good, and I made wheat noodles to go with it.I put a larger portion than I would have lately as I thought"it's wheat pasta, must be ok", well, after consuming waaayyyy too much of it, I read the bag...I have been so good about labels and I should NOT have assumed. The damn pasta was NO better than regular muellers pasta I used to use. I calculated that I ate about 850 calories in one meal w/ almost no veggies. Then, being depressed, went back to the "old Amy" and had 4 choch chips a hoy cookies, dipped in milk, then some sourcream and oinion chips. Biggest binge I have had in 2 months. I consumed more calories yeaterday than I did the entire weekend.. ughhhh..Have to refocus today, majorly (is that a word?)I must be down 1.5 lbs by Friday to hit my 1st goal. No excuses......Why is it one little mistake and I go back to my old binge ways?Dieting I truly believe is mental.Maybe I should see a therapist as I go thru this transformation.I HATE being an emotional eater.HATE that food controls me.HATE that I live to eat, not eat to live....FOCUS>>>>>>>

18 February 2008

15 February 2008

Weigh-in: 201.5 lb lost so far: 20.5 lb still to go: 16.5 lb Diet followed reasonably well
   (8 comments) losing 2.3 lb a week

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