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18 December 2007

Weigh-in: 195.8 lb lost so far: 54.2 lb still to go: 40.8 lb Diet followed poorly
   add comment steady weight

12 December 2007

11 December 2007

Weigh-in: 195.8 lb lost so far: 54.2 lb still to go: 40.8 lb Diet followed reasonably well
   add comment losing 2.2 lb a week

07 December 2007

I'm such a twit. I set off the alarm at 11PM tonight because I got the jitters. I keep hearing some sort of clanging out in our back yard and then my husband had to leave to drive my MIL home so I set all 12 levels (ok, I'm exaggerating) of the alarm and then I went to get myself a glass of water and set it off. I'm sure the neighbors adore me. Apparently my husband has made an enemy at work out of some guy who needs to be fired. And, the guy is an ex-cop so of course I'm having these fantasies that he starts stalking us and comes for retribution. Honestly, the guy sounds like a completely low-integrity prick. He has been failing at his job for months and had all these warnings and finally he leaves without a word and says he's going on short term disabilty leave. What he didn't realize is that if you are having performance problems and you do that, the company doesn't pay you while you're on leave. This guy thought he'd leave work for 12 weeks and search for another job while collecting a paycheck. My husband's job was to report that he is not eligible for pay and now the guy is all irate and threatening lawyers, blah blah blah. It's Microsoft so I'm sure he think's he's entitled to a piece of the pie. I absolutely cannot stand low-integrity people. I'm trying to hope for him that whatever bitterness in his life makes him spread around ugliness and want something for nothing dissipates. He's causing so much extra work for my husband with all this nonsense that he's been late home every night this week.

I wish right now we could just have the "Donald" step in and say YOU'RE FIRED. Asshole.

Sorry, usually try not to swear but this was an exceptional moment where it was warranted.

What does this have to do with dieting? Nothing except that it is on my mind and I figured I'd burn off the negative energy by writing about it instead of finding something to gnaw on. Today was ok. I followed 100%, except I skipped a fat serving/dessert so that I could have a couple cups of popcorn during my movie. Exercise was 1 hour of hot yoga.


06 December 2007

Damn. Damn. Damn. I don't know WHAT just happened but I just ate 2 pieces of leftover pizza that were in the fridge from my husband's dinner the other night. When I started this diet I was so focused and intense that I didn't get tempted even when there was bad stuff around. That's definitely changed. I'm finding myslef more and more wanting to nibble, pick, and today I slipped completely. Now I have to skip dinner and a fat serving and I'm still way over for calories for the day. And, if I felt like slacking off my workout now I'm going to have to do it just to break even. That's it. I've got to sweep the house for temptations because obviously my iron will is starting to bend a bit. I just hope that this little indiscretion doesn't show up on the scale. The worst thing is that now I just feel all gassy and heart-burney and gross. The pizza wasn't even that good. Damn the pizza industry and all things that include cheese. Damn delicious yeasty bread. I renounce you! I figure that sounds like some good old-fashioned Catholic banishment.

Now if I could just get an exorcism on my fridge...

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