Ms Elizabeth's Journal, 28 September 2018

Do you think becoming obsessive about losing weight would help someone lose weight? I kind of think it could. I've been obsessive in the past and seen the scale move. The only problem is I would then become distracted by cake or candy or pizza or you get the idea. I think my problem was I didn't obsess enough. Take the woman at my kids school for example. She lost 75 lbs. All she talked about was food and workouts and walking and step counts and then food again.

I think my issue is I don't think people really care so I keep what I had for breakfast to myself. I made egg muffins yesterday so I've been eating egg muffin thingies. Egg, heavy cream, bacon, and cheese. I think next time I will try Egg, heavy cream, sausage, green pepper, a little onion, and cheese. If I'm feeling extra adventurous the old café used to add pepperoni to omelets. I bet that would be amazing too. Huh.. maybe I can just live on egg muffins. I bet living on egg muffins would get me to lose weight. Plus I got chickens before realizing that we don't really eat eggs. We have a surplus of eggs. Lots and lots and lots of eggs. Did you know chickens love eggs? It's seriously freaky to watch because they will swarm the thing and go nuts. My 4 yr old loves to feed the chicken an egg. If one has a crack he will toss that thing and it becomes an eggstravaganza. I didn't think twice about this until the guy from the gas company was installing a bigger tank. Peanut yelled "Mister watch!" and threw a egg and when the chickens went nuts that man looked HORRIFIED. My kid was all like "What???" Never seen a chicken before?

Huh.. maybe this is why I can't obsess over weight loss. I get distracted too easily. Like oooh look Khloé Kardashian's trainer is sharing how she lost 40 lbs. Huh.. Khloé has an dash over the e?? Do other people know this? Is people magazine really right or are they just trying to look like they know what they are doing. I don't think I've seen the dashy thing before.

I seem to be rambling. I got 5.5 hours of sleep and only 1 cup of coffee! I also have bags under my eyes the size of a buick. And.. I've decided to obsess about obsessing about losing weight. This could work well right??? I should probably see how Khloé lost weight now. MAYBE she ate egg muffins. I wonder if I can make a Taco flavored egg muffin. Wait.. is that gross? I can't tell if it's gross of it's because it's 2 and I've had under 1,000 calories today thanks to egg muffins.

Uh huh yup.. sometimes I wonder if journaling will earn me a straight jacket. I keep hoping it will earn me a manny but none have come knocking on my door.

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1246 kcal

Fat: 80.48g | Prot: 103.42g | Carb: 31.76g.   Breakfast: Bulletproof Collagen Protein, Great Value Pepper Jack Cheese Sticks, Egg, Heavy Cream, No Name Fully Cooked Real Bacon Bits, Great Value Sharp Cheddar Cheese, Pistachio Nuts, Milk, Coffee. Lunch: Pistachio Nuts, Pickles, Great Value Sharp Cheddar Cheese, Oscar Mayer Real Bacon Bits, Heavy Cream, Egg. Dinner: Butter , Beef Top Round (Trimmed to 1/8" Fat) , Birds Eye Mashed Cauliflower. more...

2518 kcal

Activities & Exercise: Fitbit - 24 hours. more...