Elaine Featherhead's Journal

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24 January 2023

Weigh-in: 129.2 lb lost so far: 0.9 lb still to go: 7.9 lb Diet followed reasonably well
   add comment losing 6.2 lb a week

23 January 2023

Alas, I fell off the wagon and my weight, emotions and mental well being all seen to feel like a roller-coaster. not the good kind.

I have been between 56 to 65 up and down and it's a constant battle for control. Every day is a struggle and this last month has been particularly hard.

I feel like giving up some days and just eating until I hate myself and then other days I just wish I didn't have to eat at all.

I just can't stop thinking about food and i eat and eat and eat and I am just never satisfied. My tummy is full but I don't feel full. I will eat and eat again. I am losing grip and don't know how to stop.

I know it's the worst thing to wish upon oneself, but sometimes I wish I could get some kind of ED that would make me hate food or not eat at all. Why is it so hard.

If only I could develop a healthy relationship with food and maintain my weight without a constant uphill battle. If I don't obsessively monitor what I eat, I will gain half a kilo, easy, every day.

Sigh.
Weigh-in: 130.1 lb lost so far: 0 lb still to go: 8.8 lb Diet followed reasonably well

28 August 2020

Weigh-in: 125.4 lb lost so far: 9.5 lb still to go: 4.2 lb Diet followed reasonably well
   add comment losing 2.8 lb a week

23 August 2020

Weigh-in: 127.4 lb lost so far: 7.5 lb still to go: 6.2 lb Diet followed reasonably well
   add comment steady weight

07 August 2020

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