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I am starting over. I need to start fresh. These last few weeks have been hell. Last week, we found out that my grandpa passed back in February and no one had notified us. There is a lot of drama happening because of this and it has taken it's toll on me physically, emotionally and mentally. I feel that I need to start over...to reset my mind and start fresh. It's a way to help sift through all these confusing, conflicting emotions and processing it, coping with it. It is also a way of trying not to emotionally/binge eat. I am thankful for the wonderful support I get from my family and here. I am also glad that I have finally found my sisterhood tribe after lingering on the outskirts of another that I was never really a part of.
Diet Calendar Entry for 11 March 2018:
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2206 kcal
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Fat: 81.98g | Prot: 108.65g | Carb: 248.65g.
Breakfast: V8 V-Fusion Pomegranate Blueberry, Eggo Whole Grain Waffles, Nutella Hazelnut Spread. Lunch: Macaroni or Noodles with Cheese. Dinner: Green Giant Whole Kernel Sweet Corn, Skinless Chicken Breast, Publix Yukon Gold Potatoes. Snacks/Other: Cool Whip Mix Ins Oreo, Minute Multi-Grain Medley, Great Value Fully Cooked Original Turkey Breakfast Patties, Cheetos Baked! Cheetos Crunchy Cheese Flavored Snacks, Hellmann's Real Mayonnaise, Franz Hamburger Buns, 4 Grain Hard Boiled Eggs, Integrated Supplements Collagen, Crystal Light Crystal Light on the Go Sugar Free Packets. more...
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11 Mar 18 by member: murphthesurf
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I have been close to home with elderly parents and it is overwhelming; but, not finding out a grandparetn passed is shocking. so sorry for your loss. emotional stress overwhelms me and I eat more. so, start anew and take care of you.
11 Mar 18 by member: foreverhealthy2
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Very sorry for your loss. That's messed up.
11 Mar 18 by member: teskandar
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Brush off your knees and begin again. Sorry about your grandfather.
11 Mar 18 by member: ClassicRocker
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Sorry! Be encouraged. Stay strong.
11 Mar 18 by member: marshakanady
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So sorry for your loss. Drama in situations like this, even when family does get along, is stressful.
11 Mar 18 by member: kattay
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Sorry for your loss - it's a new day - I think a great motivator would be to do it not just for you but in honor of your grandpa - I'm happy you told us and now we understand better - God Bless!
11 Mar 18 by member: johnwentzville
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Sorry for your loss. Wishing you a fresh start !
11 Mar 18 by member: wright2018
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Thank you all for the kind words. It really means a lot to me. I am definitely doing my best to push through all this and stay on track physically, mentally and emotionally.
11 Mar 18 by member: Arrevanthas
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I am sorry about your grandpa. The same thing happened to my family when my grandmother died. My uncle kept it from us for months before he finally told my father. Insanity ensued. It does get better and you really do just have to hit the reset button. Not sure if you are into it or not but meditation really has worked for me. When I need a reset I meditate.
12 Mar 18 by member: angelfancy
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14 Mar 18 by member: Proudmomma412
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