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Hey buddies! Been a couple weeks but I haven't forgotten about you.
Still fighting the good fight, and riding that 25lb roller coaster I seem to love so much. Hoping to get back on the bottom of that twenty-five pounds sooner rather than later. Of course hope has nothing to do with it, actions are what's needed.
Stress has been at an all time high, but isn't it always. I finished my lifespan two class with a final grade just above 98%. Can't complain about that. My relaxing vacation turned into picking up lots of extra shifts at work. My sister had a seizure a couple days before thanksgiving (still waiting to hear back from the neurologist on that one) and my brother was arrested for something that happened last March. Lots of stress eating, I'll admit it.
I was back to class this week, and am trying to balance work/school responsibilities and get my Christmas shopping done. My husbands company Christmas party is tonight, I'll be sprinting there from work and hoping to make it before dinner is served. I am contemplating going out to buy something nice to wear for the occasion. I might feel like a cow but the truth is that you have to learn to love yourself the way you are. Hate never gets you very far. I'm feeling crazy, maybe I ought to go chop off the hair I've been growing forever to donate. Maybe I've finally hit that psychotic break I've been building up to lol.
Anywho, I'm going to try to get through the day in moderation. There will be drinks and delicious food tonight but that doesn't mean I need to binge today because "oh what the hell". That line of thinking has been my downfall time and time again.
Hope all is well with you my friends, have a wonderful weekend!
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