Ms Elizabeth's Journal, 28 March 2013

Holy pickle on a pita! Me: I'm at an all time low! Hubby: I know.. you told me last week. Me: Nooooo I'm lower than low now! Hubby: Death Glare. Me: Giggling uncontrollably as I shake my booty.

Now I just have to figure out how to make it through the holidays and keep my all time low. I've noticed that there is a point where I can lose weight and people support me. After that point people try to feed me. Apparently there is a newly found point where I get death glares and people try to forcefeed me whoppers while they call me twiggy. I'm pretty sure it's because I'm doing something they all want to do even though they tell me what I'm doing could never work for them. So... I'm not caring. I'm shakin my much smaller booty and giggling like a crazy lady.

So far my no chips, soda or candy challenge is 95% successful. I had one soda yesterday at lunch. I would say it was one of those mindless things but it wasn't... the soda machine was chanting drink me. I did manage to cut myself back to only 1 cup of coffee this whole time though. One should make up for the other. At least it does in my head.

Today I'm going to a chiropractor for the first time so I can keep up with the 100 pushups and crunches challenge. This should be interesting. My first instinct when someone hurts me.. is to slap them. My first instinct when hubby rubs my shoulders or back is to moan really loud. I have similiar fears whenever I get a pedicure. I'm always afraid I'm going to kick the woman in the head. I wonder how often that happens.

I do have a guilty confession... I've kept my fatsecret a secret. I don't tell anyone I'm on it. Recently the sitter said she was starting weight watchers and was looking online at advice. I wanted so badly to tell her about all you wonderful people but.. I cant. If I did every person in my life would know what I say about them. Normally I wouldn't care but I have so many people in my life on hubby's side that judge every little thing I do. If there are dirty dishes in the sink I'm a horrible housekeeper. If I throw a diaper in my purse and go instead of bringing a giant diaper bag.. I'm a bad parent. It makes me realize I care way too much about what people think about me. Today.. I don't care. I may not care tomorrow. It's kind of freeing not caring. If I keep not caring by this summer little man will be peeing on a tree like every young boy is supposed to!

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"pickle on a pita!" Sounds like you are having a great day!!! I never thought I would hear "All time Low" and it be a good thing but in this case it is. Also happy that you are sticking with the Push yourself challenge. Also remember that shaking your booty burns calories so cudos to you for making your celebration a workout in itself. Now if you could bottle your positive attitude we could all use a few doses...  
28 Mar 13 by member: Rhodes1970
I love this journal!! Congrats on the smaller booty and all time low and 95% success rate on your challenge! I agree people call you twiggy and try to feed you because you are doing and succeeding at what they wish they could do and be successful at. I have the same thing, some family members are always telling me you look great, I'd be happy if I looked like you, why are you so concerned with this, blah blah blah, I just ignore them (sometimes hard to do) and continue doing what I'm doing! I totally understand why you've kept fatsecret a secret too. I feel like I am judged on a lot of things that I do (especially as a working mother) and am getting better at not letting their comments get to me, but it has taken awhile and takes some effort, sometimes I'd like to throw things and scream, but I smile and keep it inside :) Yes, all little boys should pee on trees. . . now I just need to convince my 7 year old, he's not 2 and it is harder to explain when he wants to pee in a parking lot! Good luck at the chiropractor, I think you will like it. I went Friday and feel 100 times better.  
28 Mar 13 by member: skirch97
Great job! :-)  
28 Mar 13 by member: jessabridge4444
Okay, you keep this up and we will have to create a group just for Fans of DairyFarmersWife's... In fact that should be the name...  
28 Mar 13 by member: Rhodes1970
Oh, my partner keeps bringing home See's candy, searched. Maui for big cookies like I used to love, etc.arghhh! I guess its good to know that I'm not alone in people trying to force-feed me Maui wowee pizza (ham, pineapple, macadamia) and Roselani ice cream!. Boney Maroney is my new nickname, instead of twiggy, lol! I tell aquaintances about fatsecret; one found a site called Lose It instead; I was glad, since I'd told her my screen name. You are so funny! Don't slap the chiro! A good one won't hurt you, will do more gentle adjustments. Hmmm, maybe you should slap them if they hurt you! :oD 
28 Mar 13 by member: crabby Kat
PS, congrats on the all time low! 
28 Mar 13 by member: crabby Kat
Congrats on the skinny. I agree I could never let real life people i know find out about what I say on here. There's something cathardic about venting to strangers. 
28 Mar 13 by member: JessWhatINeeded
OH CRAP! I forgot about that and I let you get that stinkin soda! Bad, bad, buddy! I never even thought about that....OOPS! Next,if it's a good chiro it should slide or pop but not hurt. Third you hit a low even after the cake, etc at the birthday party so that is awesome!! Last I have told others about fatsecret, but no one knows my name or asks to buddy me so no worries there lol! I wouldn't do it either. Although it is fun having a real life buddy that is on here like you :-). But we met through here so that's different huh? Yet I let you get that soda at lunch... I even suggested it... that was a serious bonehead move! At least reading all this is guilting me and I am excited to have a gym at the condo that I can use every day! CONGRAT ON THAT LOW! I told you it's really showing and you deserve it! 
28 Mar 13 by member: thynes
LOL Thynes I could have said no to the soda. Seeing you with the bottle of soda reminded me I was supposed to go get a bottle of water. I didn't. I wanted a freakin soda! At least I drank less coffee all week long. And you're right it is fun to have someone you can get together with from here and have a weightloss buddy. At least you won't throw a fit when I ordered a salad instead of a whopper! lol You look great! By the time you get back from vacation with a new tan you'll think so too. 
28 Mar 13 by member: Ms Elizabeth
Don't think it will be warm enough to get much of a tan and DAMN do I need one! I'll get it watching the farm boys this summer ;-). We do give in to sushi but that's it. Who would have thought 200 cal sushi would be a treat huh? As for the diet soda... warned you I can't go without but would have for lunch had you reminded me... silly you! 
28 Mar 13 by member: thynes
Big congrats on the new all time low!! :) 
28 Mar 13 by member: kimjinxie
I understand the anonymous side. There are other sites out there - I had someone share my fitness pal with me. I didn't take the advice (I love it here) - but it's there to offer for the next time someone askes you!  
28 Mar 13 by member: MightyFull
Yay for the new low!! Awesomeee!! And I'm with you on the FS secret. Hubby knows I am on here but doesn't really know I journal I don't think.... and I don't want to share this crap with people I know haha. You strangers are way cooler ;) 
28 Mar 13 by member: Bkeller1023
Yup my hubby doesn't know I journal or talk the way I do. It's like a secret identity :-).  
28 Mar 13 by member: thynes
I'm with Thynes. Hubby has no idea anyone knows about his sneaky weight assessing wife lifting techniques.  
28 Mar 13 by member: Ms Elizabeth
Congrats on the all time new low!! You shake that smaller booty!! Ya, hubby knows about the app I have on my phone that I use to count calories but doesn't know about the journalling. I agree with Bkeller...FS buddies are way cooler! 
28 Mar 13 by member: aggie95
I'm glad I'm not the only who doesn't tell anyone about being on FS. For me it's not only because I like not having to monitor what I say but also because I don't want to know my friends' every thought - I already have them on Facebook for that. It's funny - as a kid I wished I could read minds, after getting a Facebook I regret ever making that wish.  
28 Mar 13 by member: Adrienne54
WTG on the all time low! I had to laugh when I read that you keep fatsecret a secret. I am the same way!! I like that I can write in my journals on here and vent about certain things and don't have to worry that I am offending a close friend. I can be me without a filter. Not that I say much very often, but there are times that i come on here to vent because I don't feel like there is anyone else I can talk to. Its like free therapy! :) 
29 Mar 13 by member: starbird
The good thing about FS, is that yes, I have buddies on here, but no one that I actually KNOW - in person, like...I did tell one of my daughters about it several months ago, but to my knowledge, she hasn't signed up for it. MAJOR congats on the all time low - I'm still searching for that!  
29 Mar 13 by member: kmkjmomma

     
 

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