caged liberty's Journal, 08 July 2008

Only 5lbs left to go to my target weight; I am supposed to attend a wedding in mid August which will be full of inlaws so naturally I want to look good and mother in law is coming in a couple of weeks to live with me so I dont want her to think I pigged out while her son was hard at work.

And even knowing all this..I pigged out this entire weekend. I began my morning today with a bag of hot cheetos which will trigger my IBS. Am I am glutton for punishment???

My grocery drought has started again and now there is barely any food in the house. I think it is the resentment of not having freedom to go out and get stuff myself (due to lack of car) that gets me down. Hubby always wants to save money but every time he is lazy in getting groceries, we end up getting junk food delivered. It is so annoying to be in this situation.

I have to remind myself that this time is nearing an end. I will have a car soon, after all, how long can hubby deny me one? And when I get a car all this will be long forgotten. I need patience and something a little more healthier than hot cheetos!


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Is there a convenience store nearby that you can walk to that has eggs and heavy cream or anything? I know it is more expensive, but if you have to go buy it there, then maybe your husband will see it is more economical to actually get the groceries you need when you need them. :) 
08 Jul 08 by member: sararay
I feel for you as I can't imagine not being able to get up and go. It would drive me nuts! Sara's suggestion sounds good until you can get around yourself. Hang in there, it's just around the corner! 
08 Jul 08 by member: kimbulie
not having food in the house = eating out? that is always more expensive in the long run. in the interim - tuna is cheap :) that's what i buy when things are dire :S i do a meal plan for the week in advance because i know that if i don't spend the money on food as soon as i have it, i will spend it on other things :P 
08 Jul 08 by member: smallboned
Being carless is a frustrating situation-- when my kids were all young, we only had one car and my husband drove truck from a company about 20 miles from the house, so when he would go to work, the car went and parked at the yard for anywhere from 3 to 5 days. My only saving grace was that we had a big grocery store and Walmart a few blocks up from where we lived, so I loaded all the kids in the stroller (or walking) and would do my shopping that way. One thing about it, that was when I was able to hit my lowest post baby weight (prior to this!). Don't know what your options are, but hopefully things will work out soon! And that last 5 will definitely be gone before mid August-- I have faith in you!  
08 Jul 08 by member: katrinat
Something must have been in the air yesterday because I had a "pig out" day, myself :S Hot Cheetos sound like a worthy adversary. Sometimes we win the fight, sometimes we give in. But if that's all you did, it shouldn't have too much of an effect on your weight. I hope you manage to fix the grocery deficit soon so you can get back on track. Do you have a grocery store that delivers in your area? There are more and more places that offer online grocery shopping now. It might be worth checking out.  
08 Jul 08 by member: evelyn64
Yikes, no wonder you're frustrated! You would be thin as a rail if you weren't in this situation...because even with having to eat fast food and junk food, you're only 5 pounds away from your goal! Not bad at all! At least you know that your body is processing food rather well! hang in there friend. I feel your frustration! 
08 Jul 08 by member: BadAndee
love that smiley face, too!  
08 Jul 08 by member: BadAndee
I would not be happy with hot cheetos as an option, either. =S Frustrating to say the least. Counting blessing on even having them, is an option that I usually have chosen for myself in the past, knowing that several hundreds of ppl starve daily. It'll pass! :) 
08 Jul 08 by member: bullytrouble
Hoping and praying that you get a car soon! I'd go absolutely crazy without one! Keep hanging in there and those 5 lbs. will be gone before you know it! Love the smiley face pic! :) 
08 Jul 08 by member: mbhpro
Soooo, YOU eat hot Cheetos . . . . . . what does your HUSBAND eat??? 
08 Jul 08 by member: gramnbear
Mother-in-law is staying permanently????? Congrats about nearing your goal, that is fantastic! And I love the happy face pic - do you think you could send me the link please? I think that would be a great motivational desktop. On the car front, good things happen to good people who wait, and you are good people and you have waited long enough!!! Tia 
09 Jul 08 by member: stmueller
Okay... now I have this mental hazy image of you in a floral frock and straw hat tied with scarf .... on a old fashioned bicycle with a wicker basket at the front, merrily cycling the hi-ways and bye-ways waving to passers by and dinging your bell as you go your way... (with your mom in law on the back carrier!! - would that work??). Am really hoping that you get that car before cabin fever sets in! 
09 Jul 08 by member: dave22

     
 

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