FullaBella's Journal, 14 December 2019

Gah… I'm ushering at a musical program tonight and profanity gal is here tonight too. She's the one who wore me out with nonsense the previous time we volunteered on the same day. I got here early because I was right on the edge of “forget it and stay home” but now I'm huddled in the stairway hiding from her.

Nothing really food or weight related. I gave that new steakhouse a second chance last night. Another fail when I broke a 27 hour fast with a bacon cheeseburger and fries. Their fail. Bad food and service again. I hadn't fasted that long intentionally. I was just very busy with a project yesterday and didn't / wouldn't stop to eat.

Another mostly sleepless night. I'm ashamed to be letting the sleep tracker down. But at least I'm not foraging in the fridge when awake. I've been sewing. I made a tote bag for my yoga friend to carry her dog stuff (leash/bags/bowl). Several of those microwaveable bowl cozy’s. Then for some reason I started making clutch bags. I brought a handful tonight and gave to other ushers. I ran out before I ran into profanity gal.

In a way I would like to have given her one as I'm a “pull the thorn out of the Lions paw” type personality manager. On the other hand I wonder if she would have criticised my amateur sewing on the same level as she criticised everything else about me that day. But now we'll never know.

I'm wearing what I think is a nice outfit. Shiny bronze slacks with Cognac leather boots, white turtle neck and a coordinating dressy fur (like) vest. I have on makeup, my hair is done, and I have gold, bronze, and silver jewelry and belt mixed in. I think I look nice.

PG looked at me, gave me an “up and down” and said, “well they told ME We were supposed to dress up” which is obviously her way of saying she thinks I'm NOT.

A clutch a clutch my queendom for a clutch. Guess what I'd tell her to do with it?

Did I mention this is volunteer? The coordinator confirmed me early this week because she's already had several cancels. Hmm.. wonder if it's connected?

Well, it’s almost time to open the doors. I’m gonna sneak to the ladies room and then choose the post farthest away from PG.

Thanks for listening.
B

Diet Calendar Entries for 14 December 2019:
1581 kcal Fat: 92.42g | Prot: 118.00g | Carb: 58.30g.   Breakfast: Onions, Vlasic Dill Relish, Kraft 100% Grated Parmesan Cheese, Savoritz Parmesan Crisps, Nature Sweet Cherub Tomatoes, Boiled Egg, Hellmann's Real Mayonnaise, StarKist Foods Chunk Light Tuna in Sunflower Oil, Coffee, Land O'Lakes Mini Moos Half & Half Creamers. Lunch: Health Ade Pomegranate Kombucha. Dinner: Land O'Lakes Salted Butter, Great Value In The Bag Steamable Vegetables - Broccoli, Cauliflower & Carrots, Sadler's Smokehouse Seasoned Sliced Center Cut Pork Loin. Snacks/Other: StarKist Foods Tuna Creations Deli Style Tuna Salad, Boiled Egg. more...
2107 kcal Activities & Exercise: Sleeping - 24 hours. more...

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those are great things...you have been busy. it is nice stuff... wow that women sound awful. my goodness 
14 Dec 19 by member: liv001
Oh for the love of Pete. The house lights are up and she's shining the stupid flashlight. AFTER giving me tutorial on how to use a flashlight. Lordy give me patience. 
14 Dec 19 by member: FullaBella
You're so talented, you could have your own little business! I'm sure you looked great as well! 
14 Dec 19 by member: Ireland-83
Wow... Total nsv... Running up and down these aisles taking people to their seats. Could NOT have done this a year ago. I regret not wearing my step tracker. Haha 
14 Dec 19 by member: FullaBella
you are a better person than I am.  
14 Dec 19 by member: buttercup30
Where to start...With her, she's a bully, being me I would confront her, but you're much nicer than me. Look her in the eye and tell her to f***off. Or say, "I'm wondering what happened in your life to make you so mean." The steakhouse, what a shame. Time to move on to better food. The clutches are so cute! I love the fabrics you chose. I used to make totes, I liked to make them out of tapestry, line them with a water-resistant fabric, and add wide, webbing straps. It's been over thirty years and I still use them, great for carrying groceries. Your fantastic strength and endurance since losing weight, what a great NSV! Sleepless nights, me too, sigh... 
14 Dec 19 by member: shirfleur 1
Your attire sounds beautiful. She is not. 
14 Dec 19 by member: kissangelgirl
Oh my goodness, you are a positive, funny light among those nitpicking nasties! I want that bag with the puppies on the bottom left. LOVE LOVE your stuff. Let it wash off of you....you are volunteering and spreading cheer with your goodies. Proud of you! XOXO 
14 Dec 19 by member: binkytexas
1) Those bags are lovely! I like them all! 2) Walking up and down for a good while without getting too tired to continue? NSV!! Celebrate, please! That is great. 3) Your outfit sounds balanced and classy to me, I'd love to see a picture. 4) That steakhouse doesn't sound worth your money. Come to the dark, umm green side, Bella! Everything is good and tasty here XDDD (you know I am joking, right? can't help a veggie joke once in a while). 5) So many good things, I don't have time to pay attention to PG, who is probably a very unhappy person.  
14 Dec 19 by member: EvaSieteTres
My neighbor made me a bowl cozy and I love it so much I contracted her to make a couple dozen for gifts!!! Then I went to the Dollar Store for interesting bowls... I’m very excited to give them because mine was one of my favorite gifts this year!!! 🎁🍲😁❤️ 
14 Dec 19 by member: CMC444
At least this nasty woman isn't someone you have to deal with every day, so there's that. Your outfit sounds cute & stylish. And certainly dressy enough for the job you were volunteering for. All your bags look super cute! 
15 Dec 19 by member: SherryeB
Love those clutches! Keep being you and ignore the negativity that PG brings. She’s putting her insecurities on full display. 
15 Dec 19 by member: Carlys Mom
Well doesn’t she sound jolly 😳🙄🤬 There are people out there whose greatest joy is others’ unhappiness. Sorry Bella. You have humor, wry wit, creativity and a good sense of style. Report her grinchy ass if you can or shut her down. But you can always vent here!! 🦖💓 🔔🌈✨💕 
15 Dec 19 by member: adultosaur
Nice clutches! 
15 Dec 19 by member: gz9gjg
Ahh, a little humor brought into the daily trials of life. Thanks. 
15 Dec 19 by member: rgaDawg
Poor Bella. Hope you were able to stay away from her! 
15 Dec 19 by member: peeperjj
Thank you Liv, Ireland, Buttercup, Shir, Angel, Binky, Eva, CMC, Sherry, Carly, Keyten, Adult, GZ, Dawg and Peep - thank you all for your support and kind comments. Yeah, there's something going on with her but we all have stuff going on in our lives - doesn't give us permission to be be rude but it happens. My hiding' in the stairwell was just managing myself because I am fortunate I don't see her that often so no need to confront her. Yet. Next time.. to the moon, Alice.. to the moon. Nah. I'm really exploring whether or not I want to continue with that volunteer position. On the one hand, I can stay and watch the programs for free. On the other hand, I just ... I don't think it's the position for me. I just don't feel at home there. I'm still looking around. Thank you for the compliments on the bags. I am really enjoying sewing right now - it's soothing my OCD.  
15 Dec 19 by member: FullaBella
Another NSV in addition to the 'not sweating the aisle laps' - I was sewing last night and laid the ruler & some fabric in my lap and then it occurred to me .. I just laid things on my lap. I have a lap again. Little by little. I was thinking about this today. Right now, my meals are satisfying. I'm not feeling anything negative about this approach. I want to remember this for when I find my toes on the slippery slope of weight regain.  
15 Dec 19 by member: FullaBella
Oh, one thing.. I lost an Earring last night. I don't know when. But when I discovered it when I got home I chuckled, wondering if I'd lost it on the way into the auditorium. Maybe 'that' was PG's issue with me.. with the one earring I may have looked like a punk pirate... no wonder she was critical.. hahahaha 
15 Dec 19 by member: FullaBella
I do the same... hang with people who boost my energy 👍👍👍🤗🤗🤗 
15 Dec 19 by member: moopie321

     
 

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