g_ortegam's Journal, 03 November 2018

With the passing of my sister it seems that my family is now even smaller. Her life at her mast months was very sorrowful I am finding. I am so upset and guilty that I wasn’t there for her. I have to keep moving forward but have this loss of my childhood. This loss is so different than when I lost my parents.
Just trying to keep moving forward.
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so sorry. :( I hope you find peace in the midst of your grief.  
03 Nov 18 by member: nattie720
I am so sorry for your loss! That is so tough. Be very gentle with yourself. 
03 Nov 18 by member: jengetfit123
There are no words to describe such a loss. Know that there are many of us praying for your continued strength. 🙏 
03 Nov 18 by member: Erquiaga
My words fail me... other than, please reach out as you move forward... community takes care of it's own 
03 Nov 18 by member: From371to184
So sorry for you loss! 
03 Nov 18 by member: Dragon Goddess
I’m sorry 
03 Nov 18 by member: Em GI
Blessed Be 
03 Nov 18 by member: HCB
When my dad passed, I was lost. I couldn't find pleasure in anything or anyone I purchased the book "Comfort for the Day" by Steve & Karen Nicola It helped 
03 Nov 18 by member: GI determined
You have my sympathy.  
03 Nov 18 by member: gz9gjg
I am sorry! 😣 
03 Nov 18 by member: Keilin_4
So sorry for your loss, sisters are precious indeed. 
03 Nov 18 by member: Becca P
Sorry for your loss, try to stay positive and it will help you to move forward. 
03 Nov 18 by member: melissaknight
Oh! I am so sorry! Words just can’t say the sorrow I have for you right now. I lost my only sister and only sibling to a senseless murder on January 21, 2018. In a second our whole family changed. The only thing I can say is that strength that I didn’t know I had has come from her not being here on this earth with us. I hope you find that strength and please grieve! I haven’t because of everything on my plate and I know things would be easier without the anger that I can’t let go of! Grief is good, it heals and should be done however is right for you! My love and prayers! 
03 Nov 18 by member: kikibee5
So sorry for your loss. <3 
03 Nov 18 by member: Becc@
I am so sorry for your loss - sending you and your family my best thoughts. KiKibee - that is so horrible what happened to your sister - my thoughts are with you as well - I hope you both take the time to heal no matter what. 
03 Nov 18 by member: nikeit
I am so sorry about the loss of your sis...she is with the Lord and at rest. Please keep putting one foot ahead of the other. I understand how you feel, having lost my dear mom 18 months ago... :-( 
03 Nov 18 by member: Pittsburgh Gal
The loss of a life in our families is so painful. We expect our parents to age and pass away, but the loss of a sibling is like the loss of part of ourself because of our shared history. I’m so very sorry G. 
03 Nov 18 by member: Kenna Morton
I lost a 20 year old granddaughter in an accident at college. She had so much to contribute to life and wanted to help others. I was angry for a long time. At the circumstances, at life and at God. I think you don't get over it, you have to accept that it happened and you have to learn to live with it. I like to remember our times together and am grateful we had them. But I also have to admit bad things happen to good people and some times those things happen to us. So be at peace with your self and cherish what you had with her. 
03 Nov 18 by member: Fishingwidow
Sorry for your loss. 
03 Nov 18 by member: Magpiezoe
Thank you everyone for the incredible support. I know that FS is an “app” and meant for different things but this is ultimately what it’s about. Support. Even when life kicks us in the proverbial face we can lift each other up. It’s about well being and fitness; camaraderie at its core. Thank you from the bottom of my heart guys ❤️ 
04 Nov 18 by member: g_ortegam

     
 

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