|Start Weight:||(17 Oct 12) 195.0 lb|
|Current Weight:||(25 May 15) 200.0 lb|
|Goal Weight:||145.0 lb|
following: MahoganyBrwn's own diet
performance: gaining 0.1 lb a week
Not really good at talking about myself but here I am trying out this Bio thing really cause I am bored lol. I am 30 years old with 3 kids, ages 10,5, and I just had a baby 7 months ago n this last baby really did me in and bought me over the 200lb mark which is the heaviest I have Ever been. After having the baby I went down to 194 but being home with him these past 7months had me a little emotional n i then began to eat emotionally. It got to a point where I was disgusted in myself when I looked in the mirror and even am very self conscious when I am having sex with my hubby n he tells me he loves it no matter what, but he is lying smh. I really need to loose weight for me it would make me so happy in my life if I could accomplish a weight loss n keep it off. I have done it before about 8 years ago I shot up to about 185lbs n then went down to 145, but then gained it all back once I got comfortable. So this 60lbs I am trying to take off is a bit much harder then before. This time I am ganna take it off n keep it off I am getting older and it is getting harder to shake this fat off, so I do feel the obligation to do it. My kids are so cute they say Mommy your not fat, my 10 year old daughter says mommy i am getting tired of this diet stuff cause i calorie count everything lol. But I owe it to them to at least be able to keep up with them n be here n healthy with them until I am over 100 years old they need me just as I need them. Anyway I am a Medical Assistant and i am taking some not really needed time off of work, n spending it with the baby. I will be going back to work real soon but in the meantime i am not going to eat myself to death. My hobbies right now is weight loss n working out. I cant wait till i can have a drink or glass of wine without it being a problem that would be wonderful. well enough about me even though this was very therapeutic.
Thats all for now Folks!