I'm battling to get to the point where I can say: "food is not my boss anymore"! But that is soooooo hard. I love food, love to eat. As long as my mouth is busy, I'm happy. I'm an emotional eater. When I'm tired, happy, in love, mad...whatever, always eating.

By registering here, I hope that I will know the effort is worth my while. People can monitor my process and if I gain, I must feel bad about it. My goal per week is 1kg per week. As long as I can maintain that I should be good - about 40 kg's for the year....

I've been obese all my life but I am at the point where I don't want to be fat anymore. Walk into any shop and by clothes - no need to go to the shops "for the bigger numbers". I want to be sexy for once in my life! I hope that I can really do this.... :-(