Reina Estrella's Journal, 31 October 2007

I am so upset and I have nowhere to vent but here. Please hear me out. Nothing is going right, right now. everything seems like a HUGE mess.

So I give up partying to do endless school work. I have a job where I make little to NO money. I CAN'T save ANYTHING...no financial stability whatsoever. My income is LESS than my LIVING EXPENSES. I work and work and work and STILL can't cover everything.

I am so stressed right now, I can't even get anything done...not right anyways.

I want a different life...I want to be somebody else just for 24 hours to know what it's like not to have to worry about everything.

WHY CAN'T I CATCH A DAMN BREAK

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At least you're clean just for today... I just read a note I left for myself it says Be Grateful. Do you go to meetings?  
31 Oct 07 by member: cheerupgrump
That kind of stress can understandably put you into a perpetually irritable mood. That in turn can disrupt relationships or lead to missed opportunities. If you can manage to slow down (I mean walk slower, drive slower, reach for things slower, talk slower, breathe slower), it may only make a time difference of seconds or minutes, but it has a definite calming effect which will perhaps allow you to see things a bit more clearly. Also, above all else, look around you and find a few things to give thanks for. Are you homeless? Are you sick? Do you have people in your life that care for you? If you take a minute, you may find that you are much luckier than you think. This is just my way of trying to help, feel free to discard it all if it is too obvious. Good luck buddy! 
31 Oct 07 by member: information
Breathe, baby girl, breathe! Then vent all you want. 
31 Oct 07 by member: debzc
Breathe throught it. It is going to pass. The breaks are going to come to you. There is no WAY they are going to come to you if you use. So hang in there and keep going. One day at a time! 
01 Nov 07 by member: Walls
Everyone is in the same boat. Living day to day and making to the next. Like I tell my children do the best you can do and what goes around comes around. Your luck is coming your way. Just waite and see. 
01 Nov 07 by member: jprunty
Hang in there! I went through a time that I thought I'd never be able to make enough to cover all the bills, it is tough, but you'll get through it. Is there any family you can turn to or anything you can do without to help you make ends meet? Pray for help, it really works. I'll be praying for you too.  
01 Nov 07 by member: sararay
You guys are absolutely wonderful 
01 Nov 07 by member: Reina Estrella
Don't give up girl! You can do it Kiki!  
02 Nov 07 by member: Mandie160

     
 

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