Reina Estrella's Journal, 05 November 2007

Hi guys! I have missed you all!!! I've been kinda secluding myself this last week. I have been off my diet and consequently miserable. I still feel as if I have failed...but really I guess I haven't. Every day I wake up is another day to try to get it right. I am not allowing myself to cheat until Thanksgiving. After that, I'm not allowing myself to cheat until December 14th (my 21st birthday!!!!!!) then I'm going RIGHT back on my diet until Christmas. I want to be at 130 by March. I have to put myself on a time table to get anything done...I HAVE TO HAVE A DEADLINE! I work well under pressure.

I've decided to set my new weight loss goal for NOV 21st...the day before Thanksgiving. By then, I am shooting for a crazy high weight loss goal...170, which is 20 lbs in 2 weeks. I know I won't lose this much, but, I'd rather shoot for something really high and fall within a moderate amount of weight loss. Hopefully, this time line will force me to watch what I put in this big mouth of mine and convince me to get on the treadmill...

I'm SO SICK OF BEING FAT! I have all these BEAUTIFUL SEXY clothes to wear but they don't look good on me. So dissappointing.

But I learned LONG ago that if I truly don't like something in my life, all I have to do is change it...and I'm the only one with that kind of power (besides God.)

So, I'm back full force...no BS...I want to get this fat off!!!!!!!

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droppin weight, loosin weight..all starts with you bein committed to doing it..and sticking with it..you can do this..but you have to take the first steps to start the process.... 
05 Nov 07 by member: loosinisfun
I feel your pain! I was putting all my weight right back on also. I started back on Halloween, call me crazy, but I did it, LOL. I want to be @ 135 Thanksgiving Day & 130 by Christmas Day. We'll see if I can pull this off. Sounds easy enough but getting the scale to budge may be more difficult than first imagined!! I'm in it for the long haul though so I'll keep ya company :) Good Luck on your goal, who cares if it seems way out there, shoot for it anyway girl!!!!  
05 Nov 07 by member: lorik
Shoot for the stars! It is great to have goals, including mini-goals.  
05 Nov 07 by member: sararay

     
 

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