DairyKing's Journal, 04 September 2015

Good Afternoon, FS Warriors! Yay, the idiot box bowed in submission this morning! Well, that's two out of the past 3 weeks with good tidings. We won't go into how many bad tidings were delivered out of the past few months. Anyway, every day is a new day now. I have discovered that I must be going through some sort of deprivation, because if I delay lunch for an hour or so, I feel like my stomach is turning inside out, trying to absorb some nutrition from the surrounding fat cells. Makes me feel like I'm starving, even though I know I am not; starvation must be a terrible way to go.

My biggest challenge tonight will be to choose an entree that is filling, and provides an abundance of nutrition with the least amount of useless carbs. I'm OK with something like a chefs salad, or chunky chicken salad, but I can't do it without the dressing. Or, I could get fried chicken and take the skin off. Anyway, as long as I am concerned and think about it, like I am now, I won't get carried away by cravings - which is kind of what got me here in the first place. I'm good. I'll be fine. I know I am going to get to the point - as we talked about yesterday - where every pound is going to be a struggle, but I want the next 10 pounds to come off in a hurry, because I still haven't gotten back down to where I was before I went on this out of control binge. So, I feel like I haven't gotten back to my starting point - if that makes any sense to anyone but me.

The shop called and the van is ready. I thought DW would be thrilled. $2800. I don't think that that is all that bad, for a complete rebuild, that's guaranteed. As usual, the glass is half empty. Now we won't be able to buy the Taj Mahal. I'll never be able to retire!



. . . Do you remember that song? I have got a family of drama queens, and believe me, they come by it honestly; passed down from generation to generation. Well, I don't want to keep anyone from heading out on vacation this labor day weekend (here in the States), so here's wishing everyone a wonderful and safe weekend. Toodles!

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1518 kcal

Fat: 87.92g | Prot: 81.77g | Carb: 105.08g.   Breakfast: Mott's Apple White Grape Juice, Great Value Non-Dairy Coffee Creamer, Coffee (Brewed From Grounds), Toasted White Bread, Fried Egg. Lunch: Coca-Cola Diet Coke (Can), Kroger Carbmaster Strawberry Pomegranate Yogurt, Stuffed Cabbage Rolls with Beef and Rice. Dinner: Yellow Sweet Corn, Margarine, Baked Potato (Peel Eaten), La Terra Fina Swiss Cheese, Grilled Onion & Portobello Mushroom Dip, Skinless Chicken Breast. more...