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Good Morning! Yesterday was a beautiful sunshine filled day, and I tried to take full advantage of it. After dropping my son off at school my daughter an I went through all of the clothes, spring cleaning style, and I got rid of all of my fat clothes. All that's left are size fourteen jeans, and well fitted tops. I guess I am finally accepting my new self in all of it's permanence. So long size 24 jeans, and XXL shirts.
Speaking of accepting one’s self, my future SIL went to try on wedding dresses over the weekend. On Christmas she told me she wouldn’t even look at dresses until she lost at least forty pounds, well that never happened. After trying on some dresses she boldly posted on FB that she’s now in starvation mode until Nov. 1st, which is the wedding date. It shouldn’t, but this frustrates me to no end. We are not close, not in any way shape or form. Honestly she probably wishes me all kinds of terrible things, most certainly weight gain after the success I’ve had. It’s just that every time she decides she wants to lose weight she decides she isn’t eating anymore…. which I could understand if she had at least been successful at it one time, but she has never successfully lost a pound in all the years I’ve known her….
Anywho, since it was so beautiful yesterday I decided to take my daughter out for jog/walk instead of hitting the gym. She talked a big game about how much better of a runner she is than me, until she ended up twenty feet behind me. The girl could be in better shape lol. I’m working on it though. We completed 4.4 miles, and the terrain is full of hills so it was a good challenge. This was my first time running publically outdoors, and it was surprisingly easy. Running wasn’t easy, but previously I would have been too insecure to try. I could use some britches that will stay up though, I keep running right out of mine!
Contemplated going to the gym today, but I think I’ll stay in and do some of the bodyweight and dumbbell exercises I have been eyeballing. I am trying to keep the carbs relatively low, as I’ve had quite a few consecutive higher carb days. I also think I’m going to try to make dinner my smaller meal of the day, or at least a no carb meal. I’m just experimenting of course. I believe Bruce said it best, my body is my lab. Evenings used to be my downfall, not so much anymore. Wondering if I cut the carbs in the evening and go to bed slightly hungry if that would make a difference. Hmm, it’s been so long since I’ve been hungry. Doesn’t that sound odd coming from a girl whose lost 95lbs, lol. Nobody ever believes me. It’s obvious that I’m hoarding a secret miracle drug, there’s no way I can eat every day and have lost that much weight!!!
Have a wonderful day everyone!!
Diet Calendar Entry for 01 April 2014:
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1566 kcal
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Fat: 81.53g | Prot: 109.13g | Carb: 127.33g.
Breakfast: Bolthouse Farms Salsa Ranch Yogurt Dressing, Egg, Egg White, Sargento Fancy Shredded Colby-Jack Cheese, Kellogg's FiberPlus Antioxidants Protein Chewy Bars - Peanut, La Tortilla Factory Whole Wheat Low Carb High Fiber Tortillas, Sargento Fancy Shredded Colby-Jack Cheese, Coffee-Mate Original Powder Creamer. Lunch: Green Cabbage, Hillshire Farm Lite Smoked Sausage, Extra Virgin Olive Oil. Snacks/Other: Kellogg's FiberPlus Antioxidants Chewy Bars - Dark Chocolate Almond, EAS Lean 15 Protein Powder - Chocolate Fudge, Tomato Sauce, Smithfield Boneless Pork Shoulder Picnic Roast. more...
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