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Yesterday was repair man day and yes he came breathed life back into my machine of hope but when I was ready to walk it was not running smoothly to me, so I called the service to see if he would come back and correct whatever the issue is. He of coarse was booked solid so no return visit scheduled yet. I asked my son in law if he could tighten the belt and maybe that was the problem. Son in law isn't mechanically inclined so he did what he could and today we shall see if it is running any better. I will say my dear son in law said that possibly it was me that is the problem with the treadmill. That I am to heavy. It seems to be the reason most things around here go afoul. Son in law has even gotten to the point where I am not welcome in the car. At this point I'm just really looking forward to Spring and Summer months to ride the bus to the Y. With any luck at all by Fall I'll be lighter than he is.
Oh and as long as I'm spilling out things in my head today, I spoke with my Mom yesterday. I just want to clarify this relationship also. My biological mother passed away when I was 11. This Mom is my foster Mom. Recent years she seems to either be going through some kind of dementia or possibly convenient memory laps. Anyway, she called to tell me that she had decided that she was going to move into assisted living. Which I told her I thought was a very good idea and I do think it would be a much needed answer and relief for my brother (foster). Talk about two of a kind people with one exception. Brother actually is someone who has a heart and can empathize somewhat with other people's pain. Where Mom is what I consider a sociopath since the only pain she feels is for herself. When it comes to dishing out some mean words though they are on equal footing. Anyway, Mom hates brother's wife. Even though these two people have supported her completely up until recently. She didn't have to pay rent to live there (recently that changed) they paid her car insurance and cell phone bill. She had it made in my opinion. These things changed when brother got tired of taking care of an adopted adult man that Mom kept supporting. An adult man that would not keep a job. Kept getting into trouble with the law. Mom complained about not having money yet she was supporting this man. Brother decided that he was done supporting the man and if he was going to be staying in their house that he was going to pay rent. Mom miraculously came up with rent money for the man. brother decided that if she could pay rent for an adult she can pay rent for herself. Mom would rather brother and his wife lose their house and all of them be homeless. They have been torturing each other for at least five years. She thinks "everyone" is against her. I just think she would be happier if she wasn't in their home. They might even find a love for each other if they didn't have to see each other every day. This is what I think will be best for me as well. So I am hoping that come Spring I will be able to move out on my own. I think I am ready to fly solo. I do worry about my daughter but so far nothing has changed for her. She is always going to have bi-polar disorder and I will always be around until God calls me, to help her. We truly only have each other. That's it for now. Maybe I can fill my head with other stuff today.
Have a great day buddies.
Diet Calendar Entries for 31 January 2014:
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1166 kcal
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Fat: 33.37g | Prot: 67.49g | Carb: 152.32g.
Breakfast: 2% Fat Milk, Tap Water, Allmax Nutrition ISOFLEX Whey Protein Isolate Powder. Lunch: Safeway Oven Roasted Turkey Breast, Whole Wheat Bread. Dinner: Parmesan Cheese (Grated), White Sweet Corn (Kernels Cut Off Cob, Frozen), Spaghetti with Meat Sauce (Entree). Snacks/Other: Cutie Pie Lemon Pie. more...
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4042 kcal
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Activities & Exercise:
Housework - 2 hours, Sleeping - 8 hours, Resting - 13 hours, Walking (slow) - 2/mph - 1 hour. more...
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