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I am amazing. I'm able to work full time at a desk job, I work part time as a farmers wife, I'm a mom, my floors are clean, there are only a couple dirty pans on the stove, there are only 2 baskets of clean clothes that need to be folded and put away (At least they're clean!), I've had about 3 hours of sleep each night for the past 2 weeks AND I'm still standing, my shoes match, I remembered to put on deodorent, I'm not spiking my coffee at work. Yup! I'm amazing. Ok.. I may have cracked and should probably be locked in a padded room BUT I'm amazing.
The only problem I seem to be having in my journey to amazingness is that whole eating healthy thing. Sugar, caffine, and carbs have become my fuel for amazingness. Seeing as I'm either not quite bright enough to leave well enough alone and be happy at the low 160's or I like to punish myself... I'm not sure which. I've set a goal of 140 for this year. The problem with this goal is.. well.. I'm like a crack addict with a pixie stick right now. So... I'm approaching my weightloss a little differently this year. Seeing as I haven't managed to stay on track a single day since the new year I think I need a new approach.
I'm diet training myself. I'm not looking at weight. I'm looking at days. If I can go 10 days without soda, sugar, and breads then I get a reward. My current reward is one of those pedi egg things. Right now my feet look like something a caveman would run around on because someone broke my last one. Granted.. I run around with slippers or socks and I haven't played footsy with hubby for about 3 months now so it's not like anyone notices but when you can look past your hairy legs to neglected feet and all of a sudden the hairy legs don't bother you as much.. well I take that as a sign. It also reminds me that I really need a day where I can spend more than 2 minutes in the shower without someone knocking on the door to talk, crying, asking if I'm done yet, telling me the baby needs changed or flushing the toilet while I rinse out my hair.
So.. today is Day 1. So far.. so good.
Diet Calendar Entry for 09 January 2013:
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1529 kcal
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Fat: 114.94g | Prot: 95.67g | Carb: 26.35g.
Breakfast: Sharp Cheddar Cheese, Deli Shaved Honey Ham, Egg, Coffee Creamer - Toffee Almond Cream, Coffee (Brewed From Grounds) . Lunch: Sharp Cheddar Cheese, Deli Turkey or Chicken Breast Meat, Roka Blue Cheese Dressing & Dip, Iceberg Garden Salad. Dinner: Classic Wieners, Bratwurst Patty. more...
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