Mjgh06's Journal, 24 July 2018

I never know how open to be online, so my bio changes. I feel the need to be honest for myself and most likely no one reads these things anyways. So here is a full picture of me (until I get sqeamish again and delete it).


I was diagnosed with Lupus when I was 13. I had end stage renal failure, a stroke and was hospitalized for almost a year. The doctors told me and my mom that if I made it through, I wouldn't live to see my 20's. I completely gave up. I went on a fast at the time to just die. I drank only water for three weeks and got down to 43lbs before being admitted in the hospital again.


Something happened during that time. Admittedly I almost killed myself, but amazingly my body had purged and healed. I thank God for watching over me. I had another stroke at 16. This one was pretty big and I had all the symptoms you know - slurred speech, drooling, weakness, slanted face on one side. I starting watching what I ate and went on another fast not because I was giving up, but because I remembered the healing from before. Within six months of monitoring what I ate and IF, I was again healed. No outward signs remained of my stroke.


At 23 another stroke, but I was alive in my 20's! I decided to research why I continued to heal when I changed my diet and what I could do to prevent more strokes. Doctors were of no help. Their prognosis and treatment just made it worse for me. I didn't want to live like this and I didn't want to be on meds for life. From what I learned at that time fasting healed many with their health problems. I made it a routine to fast twice a year. I stayed healthy for close to ten years.


In 2003 I had a major head injury from a car accident. I started having mini-strokes or TIAs, and night seizures. My blood pressure skyrocketed as did my cholesterol, I became pre-diabetic, and had a slow thyroid which is like pre-hypothyroidism. I started gaining weight. I didn't have an overeating problem. I was the opposite - I was never hungry and wouldn't eat. Most of my life I was underweight. I would force myself to eat once a day, but I didn't gain weight. I guess I took it for granted that I'd be a skinny-minny for life.


After my new diagnosis, I was put on several meds and I gained a lot more weight over five years. I finally decided to start a diet. I tried several, all ending in failure. I couldn't follow them because I couldn't force myself to eat all those calories and carbs. I would literally eat until I puked. I didn't want to puke, wasn't trying to. I just could not eat that much food. My health continued to deteriorate.

In 2010 I had another stroke. I really did not think I was going to make it through. My seizures were causing memory loss and hallucinations. I decided to give into my doctors and was put on 7 different medicines. I became a living zombie -sleeping 18-22 hrs a day. This was no way to live. The doctors insisted they were doing all they could. To keep me healthy they said I had to stay on the meds even though I was sleeping my life away and gaining more weight. My max weight got to over 200# and a size 24w adults. I couldn't do it anymore. Side effects of all the meds were killing me.

In 2013, I researched and found the original Atkins book. It became my way of eating, not just a diet. I worked with my doctor and a natural dietitian. In 5 months I lost close to 50 pounds. My doctors were amazed with my labs - EVERYTHING had NORMALIZED - no more HBP, HC, everything normal. I was able to get off most of my medications. Then in Mar 2014 a new medication was added and it caused me to go into a dyskinesia spasm. I went unconscious and fell down a flight of stairs. In the fall my knee was broke in three places and I tore my ACL. I gave up. I went off the diet, gained the weight back, along with more medical issues.


I am here now - starting over. I truly hope that I will be able to lose the weight again and this time I plan to stay on track. People take for granted that what they put into their bodies is just normal, no problems. For me this is truly a way of life. Without it, I know I will not live a full life. Every time I have stopped monitoring what I eat and gone back to 'normal' eating, or allowed someone else to control my health, my health declines. God has thankfully watched over me and blessed me all these years. I know I will most likely have some medical issues for life, but I know me and my body, my health, better than anyone. I have lived it. So here it is, my story as of today.
female 5'8 191.7 lbs (haven't weighed in today)
systemic lupus
night seizures
dyskinesia
high blood pressure
high cholesterol
diabetic
slow thyroid
overweight

My plan of action:
LCHFHP woe
<10 carbs a day
Intermittent fasting
whatever I can do physically

Good luck to all. Just never give up.

Diet Calendar Entries for 24 July 2018:
736 kcal Fat: 59.79g | Prot: 38.56g | Carb: 7.86g.   Breakfast: Kroger Bottled Water, Cheesy Bacon Quiche. Lunch: Kraft Mayo with Olive Oil, lC Gravy, Kroger Mild Cheddar Cheese Shredded, Kroger Water, Mixed Salad Greens, Kroger Bottled Water. Dinner: Kroger Water, Chili Low Carb Style. Snacks/Other: Unsalted Butter Stick, Coffee (Brewed From Grounds). more...
2188 kcal Activities & Exercise: Walking (slow) - 2/mph - 30 minutes, Resting - 18 hours and 30 minutes, Sleeping - 5 hours. more...

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Comments 
We read them :) Good for you starting again. I am rooting for you!!! My health has improved since I lost some weight. You did it once, you can do it again for sure!! xo 
24 Jul 18 by member: Kim4dogNite
Wow, you've had it rough. I admire you for keepin' on keepin on. Stick to what you know is good for you. Sometimes doctors are stumped and just fly by the seat of their pants. Sometimes that's a good thing, but most times it's a bad thing. 
24 Jul 18 by member: Vlkea01
Thank you for your share. It is a needed reminder that we just don'y know what others have and are going through. You are truly a brave woman. God has blessed you, and me through you sharing your story. Thanks. 
24 Jul 18 by member: adamevegod1
Wow, thank you for sharing and kudos to you for NOT giving up and moving forward. There’s a reason you’re still here, so you can’t give up now. I found eating healthier, exercising has made a world of difference for me and I’m 49 soon to be 50 in 4 months. I have 58.8 lbs to goal and I’m doing it!!!! 
24 Jul 18 by member: Spencershae
I'm glad you shared your history with us. No one knows what's going in another person's body and pushing one kind of diet plan or WOE over another is non-productive! We should ONLY say, "This worked for me." Mjgh06; my cup is far less full than yours but I complain about it twice as much as you do! Thanks for the reality check :) Keep up the good work -- whatever you're doing seems to be working really well for you! 
24 Jul 18 by member: SoCalPam
My father-in-law had a way of listening to his bodies needs when it came to food and his health. Your story reminds me of that. Stay aware and in tune to your needs. You will succeed. And put all the illnesses behind you once again. 
24 Jul 18 by member: elsie chag
. it is very inspiring Casey your story written down thank you for sharing it thank you for not quitting I've struggled and struggled and I will continue to struggle if I have to I'm trying to accept it the new good woe not so easy so worth it though keep it up angels are the best I prayed to my angels recently I have so much gratitude sometimes bad attitude I wish you very well keep up the good work 
24 Jul 18 by member: #1loser
You are a trooper. We all read and find support here on FS. Only you know what works best for you. Doctors can only do what they have been taught... 
24 Jul 18 by member: cstella1
Wow you are so strong! I admire you! I am 100% sure you will meet your current goals because you have already proven you have the ability so many times in the past. 
24 Jul 18 by member: adefwebserver
Thank you for sharing your story ❤❤ 
24 Jul 18 by member: keilin-4
such a hard way you have had, but you are determined and I am sure you will obtain your goal.  
24 Jul 18 by member: baskington
You've been through Hell. What an amazing and astonishing story!! I definately want to keep up with you and your progress. Have a great day 💜  
24 Jul 18 by member: SD_3
Wow, you are a true survivor! 
24 Jul 18 by member: ulbsterx
Wishing you good luck on working toward better health. It certainly seems like you have good triggers. 
24 Jul 18 by member: Fishingwidow
I did not expect all the comments here. Thank you. I am overjoyed by your responses. I am 47 this year - 24 years longer than my death sentence given by the doctors who were so much wiser than me. I have two children that for me medically weren't supposed to be. I truly have been blessed in my life. Thank you for support and goodwill.  
24 Jul 18 by member: Mjgh06
Sorry, misspelling. Food triggers! 
24 Jul 18 by member: Fishingwidow
Wishing you the best 
24 Jul 18 by member: eatolive4life
Your post is truly inspiring. Thank you for sharing. God be with you and yours. You are a miracle. 
24 Jul 18 by member: kattay
How inspiring are you, your a tough cookie, I wish you well on your journey, I will be following you to see how your going, keep up the good work.  
24 Jul 18 by member: skinnyminny54
Wow! That is terrifying and amazing all at the same time. You have a purpose here. Thank you for being brave and sharing. We are here to cheer you on. 
24 Jul 18 by member: momma6224

     
 

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