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ok, so I was sick (home) tue & wed, actually didn't feel great monday but I did go to work. Went in today, still not feeling up to par, but did make an effort. And I get the cool shoulder and also a 'hint/jab/remark' about how I had a vacation! EEEK, yup it was really a 'vacation', from bed to couch to toilet the whole 2 days. But I kind of kept my mouth shut (except for the bed/couch/toilet remark) since I know if I really got on the defensive it would just back fire on me and I would have to deal with more 'remarks'. I am just so tired of this. The time is not right for my exit now, but soon, it keeps piling up and I am so so tired of it all.
Besides that, my woe was so so, when I was sick there really wasn't much I could keep down and today, during the day I was ok. BUT on my way home I gave into temptation and emotional eating crap. I feel ok, but wish I could keep it together for ME and not let things get to me and bring me down. BUT tomorrow is another day and my son & his family are coming home for a quick weekend. I had hoped I could take part of the day off Monday to spend with them, but that won't happen. BUT someday things will work out.
take care to all in FS land
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