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thank you all for your support on my journal rant yesterday. I still don't feel well so I am home again today. I am just so unsure of what will happen tomorrow at work and beyond, but I will just take it one day at a time and deal with things as they occur. It is just too stressful to try to 'plan out' how things will play once I do announce my cutting hours or leaving completely and I just can't put that stress on me right now. So again, one day at a time and actually one moment at a time in some cases! It is just not a very pleasant place to work right now, but I have to keep 'talking to myself' and letting ME know that "I AM OK" and "THINGS WILL BE OK...eventually" AND Work/job/family business, does not dictate WHO I am as a person! OK, OK, I am going to have a lot of mental self talk in the days/months to come, but hey I am my own best friend, so who better to talk with?!
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