jimmiepop's Journal, 03 April 2019

Day 17
36 Hours Fasted

CBD Oil is the shiznit. Started dosing yesterday afternoon. Almost immediate shoulder relief. I kept redosing every hour just to see what was possible. Pain level dropped 80% over about 4 hours. Neck hitch was almost completely gone. I could roll my neck without impingement or significant pain for the first time in weeks. Shoulder thing is still there, but it abated to the point where I had to look for the spot to find the pain. Total win.

I scored both Indica and Sativa versions. One of them is for day and one is for night. Whatever. I took all that sh^t. Vast improvement in mobility, joint pain and clacking, and waking mobility. And mood. Def psychoactive. At one point I caught myself just sitting on the couch giggling to myself. WTF. Enjoyed it so much I may be headed off to the apothecary shortly for some experimentation. For science.

Movement in this morning's stretch more fluid with less warm up, pain, and clacking, and greater range of motion. Just dosed up again. Hope to be able to sit and meditate for the first time in a while.

Also, and this sounds weird to me to say, but somehow my mind shifted. Mood lifted shortly after first dose, but it is more than that. Like somehow becoming positive opened my eyes to how negative I have truly become over these last very challenging months, though I never saw myself that way. Like somehow I gained distance and perspective - achieved observer status, if you will - on my own actions.

Not sure if it helped maintain my fast or not, but I did make it threw dinner prep, including a kitchen that smelled like fresh baked bread, without event. Finally down the first 10 and looking un-obese-ish. Only 19 more pounds of fat to go!

Going for Saturday.

Let's go!
#justdonteat

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2104 kcal

Fat: 91.93g | Prot: 95.71g | Carb: 249.59g.   Dinner: Peanuts, Barilla Protein Plus Angel Hair, Homemade-Style Spaghetti Sauce with Beef or Meat. Snacks/Other: Whole Milk, Post Honey Bunches of Oats with Almonds. more...