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26 October 2012
Weigh-in:
105.0 lb
lost so far:
9.0 lb
still to go:
7.0 lb
Diet followed reasonably well
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losing 7.0 lb a week
25 October 2012
437.
7st 7lbs.
i ate half an apple today.
i drank enough to be happy.
i'm still within my 500 cal limit.
maybe i can sleep tonight.
without lying awake, every hour or so.
maybe i can be happy.
maybe i've got it figured out.
maybe i just need a friend.
maybe i just need a hug and to be told everything's fine.
i'm too old to be this confused by life.
i wish i could pull on a pretty dress, do my hair and makeup nice, and look in the mirror and smile;
i wish.
i can't.
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25 October 2012
Weigh-in:
106.0 lb
lost so far:
8.0 lb
still to go:
8.0 lb
Diet followed reasonably well
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losing 0.5 lb a week
24 October 2012
i have an eating disorder.
i'm an alcoholic.
one cancells the other out.
noone ever notices.
i have no proper friends.
my boyfriend and parents worry about my ocd.
they don't know half.
i'm glad i keep this profile anonymous.
i hate myself.
i'm not strong enough to seek help for my vices.
i'm still too strong to give up yet.
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24 October 2012
i tried to eat properly today.
oh my god fuck fuck fuck.
i'm lying to myself, it was half, not a quarter bottle. more than 2 days calorie allowances in an hour or two, just on vodka, just drinking alone. then i got the munchies and had a pop tart even though i think they're disgusting (should have binned the packet there and then) which is nearly another half day. i need to get back to eating 100cals or so if i can't keep myself from sadness-drinking. i feel shit but i bet i'll drink more before i sleep.
there you go.
addictive tendencies.
this is why i'm fat.
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