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i tried to eat properly today.
oh my god fuck fuck fuck.
i'm lying to myself, it was half, not a quarter bottle. more than 2 days calorie allowances in an hour or two, just on vodka, just drinking alone. then i got the munchies and had a pop tart even though i think they're disgusting (should have binned the packet there and then) which is nearly another half day. i need to get back to eating 100cals or so if i can't keep myself from sadness-drinking. i feel shit but i bet i'll drink more before i sleep.
there you go.
addictive tendencies.
this is why i'm fat.
Diet Calendar Entry for 24 October 2012:
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836 kcal
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Fat: 11.39g | Prot: 4.48g | Carb: 83.08g.
Breakfast: apple. Lunch: olive oil, celery, onion, carrot, tomato, parsnip. Dinner: apple. Snacks/Other: pop tart, vodka. more...
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