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27 August 2023
Weigh-in:
135.8 lb
lost so far:
4.2 lb
still to go:
0.8 lb
Diet followed reasonably well
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steady weight
19 August 2023
Weigh-in:
135.8 lb
lost so far:
4.2 lb
still to go:
0.8 lb
Diet followed reasonably well
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losing 4.2 lb a week
18 August 2023
Weigh-in:
136.4 lb
lost so far:
3.6 lb
still to go:
1.4 lb
Diet followed reasonably well
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losing 0.5 lb a week
15 August 2023
Having another bowel flare-up from all the anxiety over the weekend. Now I am mad at Mom for this because she said she would not help me unless she is my payee. I feel trapped and need to get out of her grip. I think it is time, but I cannot manage shopping and classes once school is in session. My classes are my first priority, even if it means I go longer without a shopping trip.
Mom won't teach me how to manage my funds so I know what to do when I get the first paycheck after graduation. I do not think Social Security would want to see me like this. It is time for the payee to be changed and cut her off totally. I have been hurt by her so many times I do not care anymore. If I never speak to her or see her again, I will be happier and more relaxed. It is time to cut her loose and celebrate the holidays like the Catholic that I am.
Weigh-in:
136.6 lb
lost so far:
3.4 lb
still to go:
1.6 lb
Diet followed reasonably well
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gaining 2.5 lb a week
14 August 2023
Had a really bad day Saturday.The maintenance guys working in the next door unit caused a sensory overload and I fled. That did not help and I went into a collapse response. Fled to Target. Left my keys there by accident, still in an overloaded state. After being at Mom's all day, I was on my way home with her driving and I realize my keys are missing and panic. She drove me to Target to get them, then took me home. At 9:30 p.m. we had a loud clap of thunder that overloaded me a second time.
I got bad news this morning that they are putting ADT alarms in my apartment. Though they will pay for them, I know this will be a source of sensory overstimulation for me. I am scared. A few hours ago, I got more bad news, from Mom this time. I want to learn to manage my money, but she will not teach me. I am thinking it is about time I got a payee that will teach me and help me budget each week. Mom will not help me if she is not my payee, though. So I will need to figure out how to get my own shopping done by myself, with just the case manager for help. So, I am upset now.
I don't look forward to going to Mom's house on Thanksgiving anyway. I sit there like I am useless and do not participate. I do not believe in Santa Claus and am not afraid to say so. I want to celebrate the holidays like the Catholic that I am.
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