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Had a really bad day Saturday.The maintenance guys working in the next door unit caused a sensory overload and I fled. That did not help and I went into a collapse response. Fled to Target. Left my keys there by accident, still in an overloaded state. After being at Mom's all day, I was on my way home with her driving and I realize my keys are missing and panic. She drove me to Target to get them, then took me home. At 9:30 p.m. we had a loud clap of thunder that overloaded me a second time.
I got bad news this morning that they are putting ADT alarms in my apartment. Though they will pay for them, I know this will be a source of sensory overstimulation for me. I am scared. A few hours ago, I got more bad news, from Mom this time. I want to learn to manage my money, but she will not teach me. I am thinking it is about time I got a payee that will teach me and help me budget each week. Mom will not help me if she is not my payee, though. So I will need to figure out how to get my own shopping done by myself, with just the case manager for help. So, I am upset now.
I don't look forward to going to Mom's house on Thanksgiving anyway. I sit there like I am useless and do not participate. I do not believe in Santa Claus and am not afraid to say so. I want to celebrate the holidays like the Catholic that I am.
Diet Calendar Entry for 14 August 2023:
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1787 kcal
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Fat: 56.26g | Prot: 75.03g | Carb: 240.70g.
Breakfast: Pineapple, All Whites 100% Liquid Egg Whites, Nature Made Energy B12, Sunsweet Prune Juice, Martha White Gluten Free Blueberry Muffin Mix. Lunch: Simple Mills Original Sprouted Seed Crackers, Il Villaggio Parmigiano Reggiano Cheese, Cucumber (with Peel), Blueberries, Canyon Bakehouse Gluten Free Mountain White Bread, Bonne Maman Strawberry Preserves. Dinner: So Delicious Coconut Milk Yogurt - Vanilla, So Delicious Coconut Milk Yogurt - Strawberry, Canyon Bakehouse Gluten Free Mountain White Bread, Bonne Maman Strawberry Preserves, Il Giardino Parmigiano Reggiano Cheese, Simple Mills Organic Seed Flour Crackers, Roma Tomatoes. Snacks/Other: Nature Made Vitamin C Adult Gummies. more...
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