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17 June 2023

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12 June 2023

Iron supplements just came in and I have vitamin C gummies to take with them. I need to take 1 6 days a week with 1 vitamin C gummy. Will start that tonight. Mom thinks its because I don't eat enough, but I disagree. I think it's because I eat enough, but I don't have many iron foods in my daily diet I can eat that wouldn't otherwise hurt my problems.

I have noticed Mom seems to give unsolicited advice and then tries to force me to believe it when I don't and I don't fake it. Then it turns into an argument. This is a stressor to me. I didn't ask for advice, so I don't want it.

Update: 6:15 p.m. Just started the iron and vitamin C this afternoon. It is Ferrochel iron, which I will use with 1 vitamin C gummy (125 mg) 6 days a week until my appointment in August. When I go back to the GP, I will get my annual EKG done and ask about how much I should take regularly since I don't get many iron foods.
Weigh-in: 136.6 lb lost so far: 3.4 lb still to go: 1.6 lb Diet followed reasonably well
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08 June 2023

05 June 2023

After calming down and thinking about it, I have decided to cut ties with my mother. I have had a much better week without her constantly on my back than with her. Now I see how much anxiety she puts me under when she yells or pesters me, or tries to argue with me, and force me to do things I am not going to do because they are wrong for me. I want her off my books, but it will take a few months. In the meantime, I am trying to figure out how to tell her I no longer desire her as my payee without her yelling at me again, which puts me under a lot of stress. I have been the bigger person in this relationship to this point and I can no longer manage it by myself. Either she has to put equal work in and go to family therapy with me, or I cannot manage this relationship.

I am not going to hold out hope for her to want to work on the relationship. I will just live my life without her help. My case manager will help me. I will discuss with my therapist how to tell her without being yelled at. I have left the therapist a message.

Still waiting for results from my blood tests Friday morning to come back to see why I am anemic and get my thyroid supplements adjusted.

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