Okay, kinda embarassing, but I google stuff alot. With the heat around here, and the holiday coming up, I'm getting nervous about baring all in bikini in public. I've worn one twice in the past week, but just in front of my cousin, and a friend.

So I googled for a while 'how fat is too fat for a bikini' Lame, I know. But I have insecurities - big time. I have a number of naturally skinny friends, one of whom made the comment the other day about there being alot of 'reverse body dysmorphia' at the waterpark. Meaning lots of fat people in swimsuits that were too revealing, in her opinion. I'm still probably gonna do it at least one of the days, but not sure which I'll go with - the tiny triangle top that is red, white & blue...or a more full-coverage set without the patriotic theme.

Anyways, I also came up on this link: (might not be suitable for work) Fat Chicks in Bikinis. The sad sad sad part is at least 3 of the girls that they are calling out as 'FAT' look to be my size or smaller. Definitely don't belong in with the rest of the 500+ pound photos. Seriously look at #16, 21, & 32. People can be such jerks. Those are not Fat Girls in Bikinis.