Rowanfair's Journal, 05 November 2010

Another week and despite still being sick and not exercising another pound is gone. Huzzah!

I mentioned in ASM last night that I went out to my auxiliary closet to look for a beautiful black gown that I think of as my "Halloween dress". I haven't worn it in years but I was wondering if I might fit into it for an event this Saturday. That darn thing is a size 11! I am not sure I remembered I even fit into a size 11 as an adult!?

I held it up to myself and it looked like something for a child. I don't know whether to be amused or discouraged.... or encouraged that I might be that small again. I told my husband and his words were "encouraged or appalled".

The DH is being so supportive. I said 185 is one of my set points and he says he remembers me mostly at 160 which is also instructive. It means I have settled into thinking of myself as heavier. Part of me thinks my current weight is okay. So I here by say, "NO!" My goal is 175 by my birthday in January and I'm heading for 155, which I note is still 20 lbs more than I weighed in high school. I can be thin and I will be.

182.4 lb Lost so far: 37.6 lb.    Still to go: 27.4 lb.    Diet followed 100%.

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1463 kcal

Fat: 114.45g | Prot: 86.55g | Carb: 19.36g.   Breakfast: tri tip. Lunch: cheddar cheese, hot dog, egg. Dinner: maries blue cheese dressing, tri tip, spinach leaf, romaine. Snacks/Other: heavy whipping cream, redi whip, raspberries, mo, tomato. more...

2537 kcal

Activities & Exercise: Sitting - 2 hours, Desk Work - 10 hours, Resting - 6 hours, Sleeping - 6 hours. more...