Mandie160's Journal, 02 January 2008

Good Morning!
Yesterday was certainly a challenge! I made it through the storm though! I was very moody and really just down right mean to everyone around me. I told my daughter and my friend that I really wasn't in the mood for a lot of stuff and that I just wanted to be left alone. My daughter and I was at home all day yesterday and saw each other one time and that was around 9am. I stayed in the basement and she stayed upstairs. The next time I saw her was around 4:30pm. I was getting her ready to go to my grandmother's house.(I don't live in the school district where she wants to attend school, so I agreed to let her go to school from my grandmother's house during the week) I know what you guys are thinking, but it works out perfectly. We have been doing this for the past two years and she is an A,B student. Anyway, I am getting off track.... After I took my daughter to the country, my friend was just getting off from work. He begged and begged to come over and I wouldn't let him because I was in such a stinky mood. Well, eventually I let him come over and I was so mean and hateful to him. I was like this the entire time. I just hate he had to see that side of me. I apologized to him this morning for my actions lastnight and he said that he understands the stress of dieting and that I didn't have to apologize.
Ok guys on a lighter note the scale is moving! I am excited about that! So it looks like I'll be back on track in no time at all! Good luck to all of you. Let's make this year a good one!

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I understand those mood swings girl. I have gotten mad at my husband just for eating some cookies or something... AND HE DOESN'T DIET, LOL. I think it just comes w/ the territory so let by gones be by gones and keep looking forward. Your friend sounds like a keeper if you can't throw your tantrums, ha ha... Awh, us and diets... girl, we ARE gonna do this and not quit until we get there! I wish you all the luck in the world. Your mood will lighten (as I am sure you already know) so just keep thinking about what you will reward yourself with... besides food, lol. 
02 Jan 08 by member: lorik
Oh ya...sometimes I get so po'ed at my hubby for the smallest things...chewing loud, looking at me, not knowing the obvious...I laugh as I write this 'cus it's true...I think they, guys, understand...(I hope for my sake...ha)...you're focused and ready to kick this diet again...GOOD LUCK! and your friend sure sounds like a keeper.. :o) 
02 Jan 08 by member: Sibby
I think it's amazing that you are so self-aware. You DID warn everyone--perhaps they will believe you next time??? :) 
03 Jan 08 by member: Motivated
Yea, It is so funny because my daughter knows when I am not feeling my best and she immediately knows to leave me alone(unless it is extremely important, hold all phone calls, don't answer the door (no matter who it is) and be as quiet as posible! My new boyfriend hasn't caught on yet because I simply haven't been too bad or too moody around him. When I feel this way I usually could tell him that I don't want to be bothered and he would not push it. But for some reason now that we are dating, he is a little more persistent. The only time that I can really remember getting upset with him is when he tried to get me to eat out after I told him sveral times that I didn't want to because of this diet. I'm glad he got a chance to see it because, just like you said, I warned him! LOL! 
03 Jan 08 by member: Mandie160

     
 

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