The Connection Between Food and Fear! I am a binge eater! I am an emotional eater! Just when I get a step forward I take two steps backward.
It has always been my dream to be in good shape. It has been my dream to take my shirt off in a public place free of any fear or fat shaming. I excel in exercise and breaking down my muscles but my efforts are in vain as long as i struggle with inconsistency with my diet.
It has been a habit of mine to manage my emotions with sugar and in large amounts. I haven't been officially diagnosed but I struggle with BED. I am learning that my lower brain interprets daily stresses as life or death and that I must eat calorie dense foods so that I may survive. Yet, how does one survive the binge eating?
Until next time! Rockett!
Diet Calendar Entry for 27 March 2017:
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1472 kcal
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Fat: 57.97g | Prot: 127.22g | Carb: 122.09g.
Breakfast: Core Power Vanilla, Girl Scout Cookies Peanut Butter Patties, Whole Milk. Lunch: Dole Bananas, Gala Apples, Premier Nutrition High Protein Shake - Vanilla. Snacks/Other: Dole Broccoli Slaw, Wal-Mart Lemon Pepper Rotisserie Chicken, Frito-Lay Salted Peanuts (Package). more...
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So sorry to hear this. It is very difficult and I wish I had some kind of answer...
27 Mar 17 by member: Horseshu1
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Hopefully being here on this site will help you. When I am stressed, I journal. I find it a better release and it has helped me tremendously to be here on FS. You will find plenty of understanding folks on here - many who have been at the same place as you are. Good luck and remember we are here for you!
28 Mar 17 by member: RiverRes
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I do not mean to give advice here but some folks do well working a 12 Step program around the binge eating - our brain interprets it as addiction. Best of luck, I know you can get control.
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What helps me here is a positive reframe on weight loss; sometimes I forget that, and when I do I am in trouble. Couple it with hope and the load is lighter.
28 Mar 17 by member: taidlay
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