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always a damn stick in my spokes...... went for my bike ride ... feels like 100 degrees out. I'm now exhausted, I was tired to begin with. I don't get to play video games all night and sleep in, or have naps... Or breaks ... I woke up, got dressed, took care of the toddler and other two, got steaks and pork chops in marinade, cleaned half the kitchen, and table from the boys game night... then watered the plants outside, played with the toddler and went for a bike ride.....I get home and husband just got up and was talking about a magazine and how pilots make blah blah blah a year... I'm panting... I heard some music and asked what it was... then I hear "why are you always weird after a work out.. you just act weird... I'm gonna hang out somewhere else..." then went outside to avoid me...
I just did a bunch of stuff and am tired. instead of asking "how was your morning? did you get to bike long?" hes pissed at my "attitude" ... which by the way was upbeat until about 10 mins ago.........
first he seems all pissy when I start losing weight.... thought I was losing weight to leave him so he seem apprehensive about it..... now my post work out attitude is unacceptable? am I not supposed to work out now?
I'm not only battling my weight but everyone's attitude around it. ..... if it's fear, jelousy, competition... rarely it seems anyone (not here) is legitimately and whole heartedly happy about what I'm doing......
do people just want me fat and unhealthy and die of a heart attack next year?? it's like when I quit being a drunk ... lost a ton of friends cause I wasn't a joke anymore.
sometimes I just want to live alone again .... shut EVERYONE out. but I guess that's why people on the biggest loser fail... the shut out the world, lose weight, come back and can't deal with life and the people around them.
urrggg I'm so annoyed.... I'm just trying to stay alive! whatever..... he got used to me losing weight... he will get used to my post work out attitude too... he will have to.
Diet Calendar Entry for 25 June 2016:
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1116 kcal
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Fat: 82.97g | Prot: 65.14g | Carb: 23.73g.
Breakfast: Coffee (Brewed From Grounds), Land O'Lakes Heavy Whipping Cream, Mt. Olive Sweet Relish, Hellmann's Real Mayonnaise, Boiled Egg. Dinner: Beef Top Sirloin (Trimmed to 1/8" Fat), Pecan Nuts, Harris Teeter Homestyle Meatballs, Onions, Prime Time Sweet Mini Peppers. more...
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Yea, I can see that being a problem. You know men though (uh ohh), damned if you do & damned if you don't with everything...lol.
25 Jun 16 by member: Caterpillar2Butterfly
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Deep breath, moma.... And then STAY. THE. COURSE.
25 Jun 16 by member: jimmiepop
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lots of people want to feel somehow superior to others and it someone starts to get their live together they resent it. remember ;they are not your real friends. i remember what my dad told me more than 50yrs ago. "you will probably be able to count your real friends on one hand"
26 Jun 16 by member: kathleenscanlan
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Crabs in a bucket syndrome......
26 Jun 16 by member: debrafrederick
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Hugs to you hunter... hang in there. Sounds like he has some baggage he is projecting onto you. Be patient and love your man...always secretly reminding him that you are not 'her'. At the same time, keep sneaking away for some YOU time as much as you can. Mine are all grown and gone now, but OH I PROMISE YOU I was in your shoes, as many of us were. You will get through this phase :)
26 Jun 16 by member: ImLaura
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I like Lifesatrip's (and everyones views) on todays FS talk. Makes me realize that working at being a better person starts with yourself (evan at the risk of losing some "friends"). I heard the other day someone say, If you wanna know "HOW" to improve your life (in anything) you should stat with HOW...
H = Honesty
O = Openminded
W = Willingness
In regard to Honesty...seems thats where we start to lose a friend or two. They dont wanna get honest...they are not ready to face thier fears and faults (especially if it means losing thier drinking buddy or Friends With Icecream Benifits partner.
I'm not a bible pusher but I do like these couple of words
...of Blessed Giles of Assisi
Blessed is Tho who loves and does not therefore desire to be loved; blessed is Tho who fears and does not therefore desire to be feared; blessed is Tho who serves and does not therefore desire to be served; blessed is Tho who behaves well toward others and does not desire that others behave well toward Themself...and because these are great things, the foolish do not rise to them.
To 8HUNTER6...continue on your path. You are a great power of example. Its that example that will always win (and not only bring you inner peace but the people around you). Can't change the truth (you can delay it a little) but it always wins out in the end :)
ps your husband is very proud of and loves you...he just scared
Your Buddy Dave B
27 Jun 16 by member: DaveB0410
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27 Jun 16 by member: millerm40
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Don't internalize someone else's mood. Hmmm. That is appropriate after my recent post LOL.
27 Jun 16 by member: jparlett
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DaveB's "H.O.W." and St. Assisi's quote reveals how we need to humble ourselves continually and not let ego (our own or somebody else's ego) get in the way of our FS journey. Stepping on the scale is humbling. Saying "no thanks" is humbling.
Clothes that don't fit ~ humbling. But if we are honest, open and willing -(HOW)- we will do better, feel better, look better, and be better! Let's do this people! Don't let the curmudgeons get us down.
27 Jun 16 by member: Lifesatrip
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