Katsolo's Journal, 28 December 2023

Deep breaths. Last night, noticed that fridge doesn’t feel very cold. Whelp, that’s because it’s not. Repairman has been called, but he can’t get here until tomorrow morning. I don’t want a new fridge right now and even if i bought one today that was in stock, they won’t deliver until after the holiday. So, I’m kinda screwed. I have people coming over for NYE, we’ll make it work, but it’s going to be like camping, potentially. Don’t really have a new one in the budget either, but that’s just me whining. Going to hope it’s fixable. It’s holding at around 40 degrees, so the produce is okay for now and I might be out some milk. Or i can just make a gallon of yogurt for the new year. I bought this particular refrigerator under duress with a house full of company over the 4th of July in 2014, so it’s not even 10 years old. Just mad right now. Mini rant over, to be followed by anxiety bouncing in my head because that’s how it works.

I did a ton of yard stuff yesterday and did a longer walk with the pups after dark even though i said i wasn’t going to do that anymore. I wanted to see the Christmas lights before everyone took them down. It’s different seeing them on foot rather than driving by in the car. Today, we work on the house. BF and I are having another date night since he’ll probably be leaving again after the holiday. I miss him, but I’m not going to rob him of this time with his brother while he’s still mentally present. Went through the dementia thing with my grandmother and I get wanting to be there even though you can’t fix it. It’s a horrible, painful thing to bear witness to and I wouldn’t wish it on my worst enemy.

Let’s see if we can make this a little more upbeat now. The lights were gorgeous on a street I hadn’t made it over to until last night. I also caught a daytime glimpse of this beautiful recycled creation brought to you by the same guy who made those disco balls out of plastic cups and LEDs. She’s lit up at night, but I wanted to catch the daylight version. Blob finally receding.

WEIGHT 160.6 lb
BMI 32.5
FAT MASS 64.8 lb
LEAN MASS 95.8 lb
WATER MASS 67 lb
BONE MASS 4.9 lb
MUSCLE MASS 90.9 lb

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1224 kcal

Fat: 41.81g | Prot: 79.38g | Carb: 132.60g.   Breakfast: Whole Milk, Egg, Egg White. Lunch: Kirkland Signature Boneless Skinless Chicken Breasts, Chicken Broth (Home Recipe), French or Vienna Bread (Includes Sourdough). Dinner: Garlic Bread, Spaghetti with Tomato Sauce and Meatballs. Snacks/Other: Garden Lites Veggie Muffins Zucchini Chocolate, White Chocolate, Pumpkin Pudding. more...