Sweeet2th's Journal, 23 October 2014

Weight-wise, I'm holding steady! Perfect! Yay!
Autumn is definitely here, with the chilly fall air and the smell of damp leaves. I think I might move my running inside to the basement treadmill today because it's raining today and a little chillier than I'd like.

With the holidays quickly approaching, I've decided to register for a "Turkey Trot" on Thanksgiving Day. It's only a 5K, but it's a rather large race, with about 1,200 runners so it sounds like it will be a good way to celebrate Thanksgiving, since I really don't participate in bellying up to the gluttonous trough anymore, so to speak. The holiday season now seem to bring up a whole series of emotions for me, because I just don't wish to participate in them the way I used to, meaning indiscriminately eat myself into a food coma! The Sig-O insists on going to their family's house for Thanksgiving after the race, so I'll gladly go and sit there and eat my own meal of pebbles, twigs, and bark (or at least that's what everyone else thinks I eat!) while I watch an old man (The Sig-O's father) who has just had his third open heart surgery shovel down enough processed garbage, factory-farmed turkey & gravy to fill my plate three times over. It's hard for me to sit silently and watch it happen, but it's what I must do, I'm afraid. People only change if they want to change, and that man, unfortunately, has openly declared on several occasions, that he'd "rather die than eat healthy foods". That breaks my heart. I also used to think that a life void of "sinful" foods was a life not worth living, but actually, I think it's the opposite now. I wasn't "living" when I was eating that crap. I was barely surviving, badly and painfully, I might add. I was fooled by the $5 billion spent annually on fast food advertising (not to mention the many billions of dollars spent by processed food manufacturers) to think a life without these foods was somehow less satisfying, when it's actually quite the contrary! Now, I'm THRIVING and loving the life and body I have more than ANY plate of food! I only wish that old man could see it that way. *sigh*

Oh well... Enough of this maudlin crap. Mama's got some mileage to run this afternoon! Hope you're all having a great day. Be kind to yourself. You deserve it!
134.0 lb Lost so far: 72.0 lb.    Still to go: 9.0 lb.    Diet followed 100%.

Diet Calendar Entries for 23 October 2014:
1617 kcal Fat: 32.71g | Prot: 61.94g | Carb: 283.86g.   Lunch: Dole Organic Bananas, Sweeet2th's Spiced Teff Porridge with Dried Fruit, Seeds & Hemp Milk, Wegmans Frozen Dark Sweet Cherries, Full Circle Organic Dark Red Kidney Beans. Dinner: Leeks, Full Circle Organic Spicy Brown Mustard, Bragg Organic Apple Cider Vinegar, Ginger, Minced Garlic, Cabbage, Earthbound Farm Organic Carrots, Bragg Liquid Aminos, Wegmans Extra-Firm Tofu, Gourmet House Organic Brown Rice. Snacks/Other: Wegmans Organic Celery, Sprouts Farmers Market Date Coconut Rolls with Almonds, Clementines, Dole Bananas, Wegmans Organic Crunchy Peanut Butter. more...
1853 kcal Activities & Exercise: Running (jogging) - 5/mph - 50 minutes, Resting - 15 hours and 10 minutes, Sleeping - 8 hours. more...
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I feel the same way about not living when I was eating crap. I would literally eat until I got sick. It was like I had the flu for a day with the runs on top of it! I don't do that to myself with food anymore.  
23 Oct 14 by member: wanderingartist
I was a closeted fast food addict for many years, I'm afraid to admit. A trip through the drive-thru was my way of celebrating, commiserating, and everything else in between. I spent a while actually mourning the loss of those foods when I made the decision that it was either the food or my health. Can you believe it? I was really sad, angry and resentful when I decided I was no longer going to eat that poison! That's like having someone come up to you day in and day out, slap you in the face, and punch you in the stomach and when that person dies you say, "Wow, I'm really going to miss that guy!" How screwed up is that?  
23 Oct 14 by member: Sweeet2th
Yes! My thought about the coming holidays exactly!!! Not only the food comas but the "consumer" coma and the greed and the excess....it makes me tired just to think about it! My boys and I have done the local Turkey Trot every Thanksgiving for years and I just love to start our day that way - puts me in the right frame of mind for the entire day. Blessings to you, reading your story made me smile, smile, smile! 
23 Oct 14 by member: Pppppam
Congrats on your success and a whole new perception of "truth"!! I am truly enjoying all of our awakenings! 
23 Oct 14 by member: Shines27
My dad had a heart attack two years ago, it is hard to sit there knowing they should know better.... 
23 Oct 14 by member: Socolova

     
 

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