hollipop's Journal, 24 September 2013

Well, I turned 29 yesterday, and my surgery is in two weeks and three days.
I never thought I would be having a hysterectomy this young, but after all the pain, I am more than ready for it. I have been counting the days thinking it would never get here, but now that it is almost here, I'm starting to panic a little. Every night I am having a different crazy dream about the surgery, unexpected complications and such. Most of them I didn't even know I was concerned about, but they are apparently in my subconscious somewhere since they are coming out in dreams. But I have alot of faith in my doctor, and keep telling myself everything will be okay. Doc says I will feel like a new woman once this is over. I asked why she couldn't do a tummy-tuck and make me LOOK like a new woman too! lol
So, since yesterday was my bday, and I didn't want to ruin it, I didn't weigh in like I was supposed to...especially since my *final* monthly visitor showed up yesterday too. I think my uterus is giving its final fight, and felt that would be a good way to get me...happy bday, not! :(
Oh well, I then forgot to weigh in this morning, so I will make sure to do so tomorrow. I'm not sure how accurate it will be with all the bloating I've had, but I will record it anyway so that I have SOMETHING to go by. Would be tickled if it was even a slightly smaller number.
So, here's to wishing everybody a good week. Love you guys!!
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My bday was yesterday too! Happy belated birthday! It sucks that you have to have the surgery, but in the long run you'll be much happier without the pain. Good luck!! 
24 Sep 13 by member: mars2kids
Happy Birthday. I will be praying all goes well! 
24 Sep 13 by member: iamachristianjesusfreak
Thanks girls! Even though I'm a little worried, I can't help but be ready for this surgery, I just know I'll feel so much better after it's over, and hopefully get my get-up-and-go back to complete this weightloss journey! 
25 Sep 13 by member: hollipop
Sorry to hear about your up-coming surgery. Hope all goes well for you! Hope you had a very nice birthday! 
25 Sep 13 by member: Micalaney


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