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Well, I turned 29 yesterday, and my surgery is in two weeks and three days.
I never thought I would be having a hysterectomy this young, but after all the pain, I am more than ready for it. I have been counting the days thinking it would never get here, but now that it is almost here, I'm starting to panic a little. Every night I am having a different crazy dream about the surgery, unexpected complications and such. Most of them I didn't even know I was concerned about, but they are apparently in my subconscious somewhere since they are coming out in dreams. But I have alot of faith in my doctor, and keep telling myself everything will be okay. Doc says I will feel like a new woman once this is over. I asked why she couldn't do a tummy-tuck and make me LOOK like a new woman too! lol
So, since yesterday was my bday, and I didn't want to ruin it, I didn't weigh in like I was supposed to...especially since my *final* monthly visitor showed up yesterday too. I think my uterus is giving its final fight, and felt that would be a good way to get me...happy bday, not! :(
Oh well, I then forgot to weigh in this morning, so I will make sure to do so tomorrow. I'm not sure how accurate it will be with all the bloating I've had, but I will record it anyway so that I have SOMETHING to go by. Would be tickled if it was even a slightly smaller number.
So, here's to wishing everybody a good week. Love you guys!!
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