MinaNew's Journal, 22 October 2013

Yea well I definitely emotionally ate today :P Couldn't sleep last night and was put on the spot with very stressful questions that were kindly meant but extremely stressful and I did my best to be polite but it completely ruined my day because now all I can think about is those questions and the entire family listening in for the answers.

Yea, I am stressed about my exams for my licence. The question is why haven't I set a date yet. BECAUSE IT STRESSES ME OUT. I can't even fill out the damn form without visiting the bathroom at least 4-5 times. I was upstate at my parent's house when their guest asked me in front of the entire family.
I was polite and answered in a way to acknowledge that my family has been patient with me but I wasn't confident with my study scores and that the exam was very stressful to me.

I made excuses to leave shortly afterwards and came home with a headache. Still feeling stressed about it..the majority of it is likely because I am also mad at myself. Why does everyone in the F#&*($)# world think they have a right to ask me about the #()$U&Q# test. They aren't helping me. I need to do this on my own. Same thing about my weight..for years my parents were bugging me. I just need to do this on my own.

#QYH()@!


Diet Calendar Entries for 22 October 2013:
1669 kcal Fat: 70.94g | Prot: 81.72g | Carb: 170.51g.   Breakfast: Coffee-Mate Hazelnut Coffee Creamer, Coffee, Log Cabin Original Syrup, Krusteaz Belgian Waffle Mix. Lunch: Cabbage, Chicken, Pork Roast, White Rice. Dinner: 4C Green Antioxidant with Honey & Lemon Iced Tea Mix, Chicken Leg, Cheddar Pierogies. Snacks/Other: Milk (Fat Free or Skim, Calcium Fortified), Chocolate Chip Cookies. more...
2286 kcal Activities & Exercise: Walking (moderate) - 3/mph - 20 minutes, Housework - 2 hours, Resting - 13 hours and 40 minutes, Sleeping - 8 hours. more...

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Yes you do need to do it on your own.....but you have support. People asking about your progress shouldn't stress you out. Its human to be curious. So don't be so hard on yourself and on others. Take a deep breath. You can do it. What do you have to loose?  
23 Oct 13 by member: schmetterling34

     
 

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