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10 December 2013
Today has been a long drawn out emotional day between helping my brother Chase with his car insurance info with my mom and her boyfriend. Grieving for my family members that have passed. Talking to the man whom molested me on top of having flash backs. And my mom and I argueing because of my brothers whom are the offspring of the man whom molested me. Regardless of what people say I do love my brothers I just do not love their attitudes toward me. I hate bottling things up even though my mom does not think I do. She believes all I do is run my mouth or act like my dad whom is an alcoholic whom abused her and calls me a catalyst for my brothers like always so nothing has really changed much other than the new dog and her boyfriend and moving back to Anderson. Oh and I am not in Ball State I am back online with Kaplan again and with 5 years of school have not accomplished a degree yet because of the bs of credits and changeing majors and having deaths in family both this and last year quiting, withdrawing or taking a break from school. Then loosing a job on the day that my Great grandmother whom passed away she would of been 91. So hopeing to find a job, save up, move out and some day get married and have kids when I actually develop so more self esteem and respect when I barely have any. Who would with having PTSD. depression, and anxiety with being molested as a child,never getting the chance to act like a child, and grow up and still be treated the same way you were when it happened. Even though people say its not my fault I see it on their faces that they see it as you should of swept it under the rug like his mother Victro Allen Ingoldsby's mom the man whom molested me his family said my mom should of done that. Maybe if she did her grandfather may still be alive or would of been around longer the year it was on the news he had a heart attack and her and I both argue that it was our fault he died because of what happened and how it happened. I am doing my best not to be negative but since Ball State I have not exercised much but taking dog for walks and taking walks when I am made. This is the first time since I have been back on the site that I have journaled since I moved back to Anderson. Anyway hope I can get things done this week and that their is not more drama is all I am saying.
Weigh-in:
210.0 lb
lost so far:
5.0 lb
still to go:
85.0 lb
Diet followed reasonably well
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30 October 2012
Weigh-in:
230.0 lb
lost so far:
0 lb
still to go:
100.0 lb
Diet followed N/A
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30 October 2012
I lost a pound and a half at 232.5 last wednesday and now I am at 230lbs.
Weigh-in:
230.0 lb
lost so far:
0 lb
still to go:
100.0 lb
Diet followed N/A
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14 October 2012
I have not lost much. And really irritated at myself as well as my skin.
Weigh-in:
234.0 lb
lost so far:
0 lb
still to go:
104.0 lb
Diet followed N/A
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14 October 2012
Weigh-in:
234.0 lb
lost so far:
0 lb
still to go:
104.0 lb
Diet followed N/A
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