calannapy's Journal, 28 June 2012

OK. So I have stayed off the scale for over a month. I did not follow my RDI everyday like I should. Although I did not totally "pig out." I started at the gym and am lifting weights again. Everytime I do this I gain. I am not happy about being in the 170's. But I am not willing to starve myself in order to get into the 150's. I feel guilty and unhappy with myself and I really don't want to record my weight. What is the solution? If I'm serious about keeping my weight down...I have to monitor my eating and not go over my RDI! But at the same time I don't want to obsess...which is my tendency. I just want to scream and cry and give up. But I don't want to get fat again.

I'm really frustrated and would love to hear someone's opinion.
172.2 lb Lost so far: 0 lb.    Still to go: 2.2 lb.    Diet followed poorly.

Diet Calendar Entry for 28 June 2012:
1705 kcal Fat: 32.07g | Prot: 113.18g | Carb: 249.17g.   Breakfast: coffee mate, sugar, coffee, Milk, apple, buckwheat, honey, whey protein powder. Lunch: Light mayo, iceburg lettuce, canned tuna, mango. Dinner: tomato sauce, garden delight pasta, lean ground turkey. Snacks/Other: coffee mate, sugar, coffee, banana, nonfat vanilla greek yogurt, frozen berries, whey protein powder. more...
gaining 1.1 lb a week

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Girl, with your sense of motivation, you will never let yourself get to your highest weight again. You are so beautiful, and I can't wait to get to where you are now. Lifting weights is so good, and even if you see a gain, it's muscle gain! Just keep at it, keep your chin up! "Do this to be strong, not skinny." 
02 Jul 12 by member: flagchic
Thank you for the encouragement :) 
10 Jul 12 by member: calannapy

     
 

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