Firefly_Faerie's Journal, 18 August 2021

So. Long time no log lol Unfortunately, I have some less than stellar news. I fell off the wagon for awhile on both bulimia and alcohol. Major life stressors are killer. I know recovery isn't linear, but that doesn't make relapses very much more pleasant. That being said, I'm still committed to recovery and look forward to making more forward progress. I won't let this stumble get me down. I know I'm strong enough to keep going and improving myself. Here's to a fresh start.
114.6 lb Lost so far: 18.4 lb.    Still to go: 4.6 lb.    Diet followed reasonably well.

Diet Calendar Entry for 18 August 2021:
659 kcal Fat: 9.35g | Prot: 36.72g | Carb: 110.50g.   Lunch: Red Bull Red Bull Sugar Free (8 oz). Dinner: Kroger Fat Free Zesty Italian Dressing, Spaghetti, Cabbage, Gardein Classic Meatless Meatballs, Coastal Valley Farms Organic Spring Mix, Wegmans Mushrooms, Cucumber (with Peel), No Name Tomato Sauce, Bell Peppers. more...
gaining 1.2 lb a week

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Welcome back. You got this 
18 Aug 21 by member: cindylynnwho
Onward. You know exactly what to do! Let's go!  
18 Aug 21 by member: jimmiepop
your back here 😁 ... keep going. you can do it 
18 Aug 21 by member: bigbtn
I commend your courage in talking about your relapse, and you fighting back. <3 
18 Aug 21 by member: kitty-eared-girl
Each stumble gives a chance to learn and grow more resislence. Big cheer that you are turning it around. 
18 Aug 21 by member: SparkKG
great job staying in the fight! we fall down... but we get up! 
18 Aug 21 by member: kincanon1
Alot on here has your back, keep it goin 1 day at a time, you got this😉😋🍻 
18 Aug 21 by member: chrisnindy
Good to see ya back! 
18 Aug 21 by member: -Diablo
Keep going! We are your cheerleaders!! 😘 
18 Aug 21 by member: wifey9707
It's all uphill for a little bit - it's time to find a way to enjoy the climb! 🌄 
18 Aug 21 by member: monika135
I completely relate, I have stumbled for two months and I am not happy about it but this week I got back on my program extremely disappointed in myself I allowed others to bring me down enough to where I took my frustrations out on the food. I promise myself I will not do it again if I can help it! 
18 Aug 21 by member: PattyAnn60!
I also want to add you’re a winner, I gained 20 pounds and now I have to lose the 20 pounds all over again, and want to lose 40 more I’m better than that and so are you!! 
18 Aug 21 by member: PattyAnn60!
you can do this..when I went to treatment (alcohol) I was 180 lbs. I have over 11 months.. couple weeks..a day at a time I'll have one year..and my weight as of this morning is 151..I had to change everything..I also suffered from bulemia..many years ago..but you can do this!!! I'll pray for you 🙏..if you need to talk I'm here 
18 Aug 21 by member: bldeneace65
you have so much potential. stay strong, beautiful young lady! 
18 Aug 21 by member: marpingo21
I was just wondering about you! You can do this! Sh** happens and life can get difficult but I hope you have support in your life to help you push forward. You definitely have support here on this site. Sending prayers and good thoughts!💜🙏🙏💜💜💜💜💜 
18 Aug 21 by member: Diana 1234
Good luck!  
18 Aug 21 by member: davidsprincess
good to have you back, what matters is that you're not giving up o yourself.  
18 Aug 21 by member: kyleintally
Great to hear from you. Yeah life can get messy. Pick yourself up and keep on going. 
18 Aug 21 by member: Daddy Manatee
You are not alone...the Lord is real...he is present help in time of need. If you fall you get up again. Call out to him. He loves you don't give up. Find a good Christian church where there's young people that will help you. You are beautiful. and you are immensely loved by him 
18 Aug 21 by member: martty.aartile0813
Keep going and don't forget to get support if you need it. You've got this! 
18 Aug 21 by member: C0bby

     
 

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