jjrankin22's Journal, 05 March 2011

This week was very strange for me. I've been in this training program for a new job and work part time for a retail shop until I move into this new job permanently. So my schedule can get really crazy as to where I'm supposed to be every day.

I've realized how much of a failure I am and there for sort of shut down this week. I always tend to well at mostly anything and then when it comes to complete the task all my motivation fizzles out and I don't put the effort into finishing anything! I did it with college and now I'm doing it now with my career. I have this great opportunity and people counting on me to finish this program and make some great money. And I'm not motivated. I want the job but can't seem to put the effort into it to study!

With all that said I was hurting myself with these weight loss challenging by not trying hard enough.

I really need to get my head out of my ass and step it up.

157.6 lb Lost so far: 0.4 lb.    Still to go: 22.6 lb.    Diet followed reasonably well.

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645 kcal

Fat: 21.52g | Prot: 15.74g | Carb: 96.09g.   Lunch: cupcake, slice of pizza. more...