Snowwhite100's Journal, 10 April 2019

Yesterdays post didn't actually say our visit to my sister-in-law was because she is dying of cancer. One would only know that, from previous posts but of course, you got the gist. It is time to let her go, so her husband said she hasn't had any food or water in two days. For me, seeing death, and not even being sure of my sister-in-laws salvation, plus having my husband and son-in-law, that don't have salvation, standing there, makes me so aware of the immediacy of it. My husband, that is so stoic, was visibly moved and couldn't even stay in the room with us.

Then there is our daughter, with stage 4 cancer, nauseous from her chemo, being brave and not crying, but very aware also. She, our daughter, hasn't been to church in almost 30 years. Marrying a man antagonistic to Christianity does say something about where she is at. I want salvation for others, more than anything else in my life. Of course there are many that will be offended, or say this isn't the place for it. I care about them. I WANT PEOPLE TO GO TO HEAVEN. The alternative is unthinkable, even for the worst person. But each person has the freedom of choice. If you aren't sure God is there, ask Him to reveal Himself to you. He will.

Our daughter had an appointment this morning then they will be driving back to Arizona to go home. It seems she and her husband will be back for a funeral in a few days. She is very tired.

108.0 lb Lost so far: 10.8 lb.    Still to go: 0 lb.    Diet followed reasonably well.

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1379 kcal

Fat: 108.61g | Prot: 58.91g | Carb: 47.58g.   Lunch: Kirkland Signature Organic Coconut Oil, Cabbage, Egg. Dinner: Radish, Pepper Jack Cheese, Whipping Cream, Potatoes (Flesh Without Skin, Without Salt, Boiled), Broiled or Baked Pork Chop, Extra Virgin Olive Oil, Trader Joe's Chunky Blue Cheese Dressing & Dip, Fresh Express Spring Mix, Green Giant Hass Avocado, Cucumber (with Peel). Snacks/Other: Trader Joe's Triple Creme Brie Cheese. more...