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Going to the doctor today, want to tell him many things, will I have time? He asked me last time why I don't sleep (average 5 or 6 hours including naps), want to tell him of my life. Although my bulging disk causing leg pain is much better and I can very gently use the Rebounder, want to ask him about it, and whether I should have an MRI since it has been 6 years since I broke T11 and had one. He said he wants to test my cognition (?). His test of my husband was only about 6 questions. Told him I wasn't shy to take it; know I can draw clocks (husband could) and count backwards in 7's easily (husband couldn't). Yes, I am 77, and remembering 5 items for a few minutes is a challenge. Can I quickly make an acronym? Depends on what the words are. Am I making a mistake telling a doctor I am a victim of child abuse? Don't really want it in my records if it isn't already. Yes, he would put it there. Okay, so I'll tone it down, and just call it rejection. Am definitely not going to mention my husbands memory loss, don't want him to lose his drivers license and insurance. But I can tell him for 52 years of my 57 year marriage he has been critical, demanding, controlling, and punitive. I know I don't sound like I am getting dementia, sound more neurotic than anything. Was told recently I am "playing" (?) the victim, that didn't feel good. I won't bother telling you the names my husband calls me. Yes, I am all wound up.
The LORD will fight for you; you need only to be still. (Exodus 14:14)
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