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Today is another day... I feel removed, and have the need to curl into my own world again. Selfish comes to mind when I decided to not worry about others problems. To stand back and let them deal with them on their own. For me to offer support but not advice. Too many people in my personal life have taken the things that I do for granted and it has left me feeling used and the old evil "trust" issues have once again reared it's ugly head.
I do not understand?? Why is it that when I finally start to feel good about myself, I become more aware of how others lives are falling apart.
I am no longer chasing a dream, I am going to stand firmly in reality.
I will move forward one step at a time, others can choose to walk beside me. But will need to do it on their own free will.
I am going to make the most of my day today, tomorrow and the next day...
Diet Calendar Entries for 27 October 2011:
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1374 kcal
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Fat: 43.07g | Prot: 61.26g | Carb: 197.80g.
Breakfast: Coffee with 1 Sugar, Cranberry Strawberry Crunchy Bar, Sugar, No Calorie Sweetener (Packets), Coffee. Lunch: Saltine Crackers, Crunchy (Oats 'N' Honey), Vanilla Soy Milk (Omega DHA), Vegan Protein +, No Calorie Sweetener (Packets). Dinner: Mild Cheddar Cheese, No Calorie Sweetener (Packets), Herbal Tea, Chicken Parmigiana. Snacks/Other: Brownie, Whipped Peanut Butter, Apples, Bananas. more...
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1383 kcal
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Activities & Exercise:
Walking (moderate) - 3/mph - 1 hour and 30 minutes, work :( - 8 hours and 30 minutes, Calisthenics (light, e.g. home exercise) - 20 minutes, Resting - 7 hours and 40 minutes, Sleeping - 6 hours. more...
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