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I thought I should share why my head has been taken out of the game.
Tuesday I received a call that my ex mother-in-law had a massive stroke. At that time they did not know if she would pull through, thankfully she has.
Since then I have been dealing with my ex as him and I are still close. It has hit him and I hard as it was only a little over a year ago that his father passed.
Then there is the issue with money that is not helping at all either, after a month and a half I still have not received anything. Which has dragged me down, too far down.
I have given up caring what I eat, or what I do.
My trigger has been pulled and I'm fighting depression.
Not the most appropriate place to write stuff like this as I have another internet based support group I belong to.
But I just wanted my buddies who read this know what was going on.
Perhaps tomorrow will be better, or perhaps it won't but at this exact moment my world is neither black nor white, just subtle shades of grey.
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