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Ok real talk, I need too. Yes I worked this weekend and Saturday was busy in the first half of the day. Ended up doing my challenge after work. Sunday, found out at work in the morning my mom was admitted to the hospital with COPD flare, 89% oxygen after 3 breathing treatments, and is still in, but doing better but won’t be home tonight, hopefully tomorrow 🙏Today was my day off work and I don’t have a final exam till 12/16, but up at 5:30 per the norm and every day cleaning. Blood work for my physical on Wednesday. ( CRP,still abnormal, but coming down since starting plaquenil ) got my little off to school and did my Christmas Challenge today. Started wrapping my nieces presents and lost it😞😢
Diet Calendar Entries for 09 December 2019:
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1839 kcal
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Fat: 58.03g | Prot: 63.01g | Carb: 125.04g.
Breakfast: Trader Joe's Organic Raw Honey, Aquafina Water (16.9 oz), Red Rose Black Tea, Whole Milk. Lunch: Dasani Bottled Water (16.9 oz), Dasani Bottled Water (16.9 oz), Wendy's Jalapeño Fresco Spicy Chicken Sandwich. Dinner: Poached Egg, Poached Egg, Pepperidge Farm Whole Grain 100% Natural 100% Whole Wheat Bread, Shakshuka, Aquafina Water (16.9 oz). Snacks/Other: Yellow Tail Chardonnay, Kroger Crispy Rice Marshmallow Treat. more...
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2378 kcal
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Activities & Exercise:
Sexual Activity - 1 hour, Resting - 15 hours, Sleeping - 8 hours. more...
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My sister is still gone, I don’t know the plans for Christmas and my mom is in the hospital and it’s all a bit much. It’s fine, I needed to vent.
09 Dec 19 by member: jcmama777
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Here is a hug and a prayer, jc❤❤❤
Please be nice to yourself❤❤
09 Dec 19 by member: ketoBruce
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09 Dec 19 by member: khrissy85
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Oh friend, I’m so sorry! Please always feel free to vent to me!! I know what it’s like to need someone to just listen. Prayers to you💜 you are so strong and are going through so much, especially this time of year! You will get through this.💪🏼
09 Dec 19 by member: PurpleAsh93
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Thank you friends, khrissy, ketoBruce and Ashley ♥️ It’s just been a lot😞 I love my family and it’s just a lot to deal with😞💜💚
09 Dec 19 by member: jcmama777
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09 Dec 19 by member: adultosaur
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Hugs and prayers my friend. We can't be there physically to help you, but we are here for you emotionally.
09 Dec 19 by member: Ma Ka 71
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Thank you Ireland and adultosaur♥️, I just tend to shut down, at work, with my friends, I talk about it with a tiny few of my people, but it just keeps getting so heavy,and escalating, it’s hard to physically talk about because my have a job to do at work, at home, classes. Thank totally slayed in Abnormal Psychology, still have my final, I totally gave up on my psychology sexual behavior class, I never did that before. It’s a class I don’t need period nor for my bachelors, but it’s all a lot. I had to give something up to have something left in me.
09 Dec 19 by member: jcmama777
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Oh jc. Wish I could hug you. And cry with you. Still praying for your family. I’m sure you are the best aunt to your nieces that they will ever have.💚💜 Hope your mom will be ok and home very soon. You are very strong, tears are good and venting is good but I know you will carry on even stronger than ever. ❤️🙏🙏❤️
09 Dec 19 by member: wifey9707
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My prayers are with you and your whole family.....
09 Dec 19 by member: Lois-2
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Thank you Ma Ka friend ♥️💜💚 honestly it’s easier to open up on my journal lately. It’s been non stop since my Dad died in NY, and my hospitalizations with pneumonia x 2, advocating for my little with his autism, almost getting a divorce 3 years ago, and knowing something was so wrong in the hospital when texting my sister. This year was supposed to be better and it’s so not better.
09 Dec 19 by member: jcmama777
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Divorce 3 years ago. Oh, never heard that before. Girl you have been through so much. We never know what people go through. You are so strong. 💜💚💜💚💜💚
09 Dec 19 by member: wifey9707
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Thank you wifey and Lois ♥️, it’s fine I just needed to get it out.
09 Dec 19 by member: jcmama777
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Yea, never mentioned that here before. Hubby was having a hard time dealing with our littles diagnosis.
09 Dec 19 by member: jcmama777
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Awwww at least you all made it!! ❤️
09 Dec 19 by member: wifey9707
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All of seem to be grieving over something, you can't be alive and have nothing happen! May you find a quiet space for yourself to just be sad and good for you to be here on FS taking care of yourself in the chaos!
09 Dec 19 by member: abbadabba
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Thank you abbadabba ♥️I learned I have to get it out somewhere. Yes wifey we did♥️
09 Dec 19 by member: jcmama777
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Lady, I'm sorry to hear about your mom. Will be lifting her up in prayer...along with you! You have a lot of burdens. Small, easy to achieve goals!!! Then rest. Rest. Rest!!! You always seem to be the center and rock for your family. It is alright to take time for yourself. XOXO Prayers and hugs.
09 Dec 19 by member: binkytexas
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09 Dec 19 by member: SherryeB
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So sorry for all your troubles Jc, sending hugs your way. I hope that somehow your sister can find peace. I pray that your mother is better very soon. You are a rock, and it's okay to let go sometimes, because keeping it all locked up inside will tear you apart. You've made it through another tough year, you have a family that loves you dearly, another semester under your belt, 60 pounds lost (Bella says that's five gallons of paint!), and a job that you love. Hang in there, you're going to make it!
10 Dec 19 by member: shirfleur 1
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